Still Undecided

Which will you guys prefer to work?

Resort World Sentosa (ground floor at the attraction side) or at a prestigious Hotel?

Pay wise a difference of $200. The first will have a shift between 9pm to 6pm. The later has 3 shifts rotating 24hours. *sigh*

Im so stress... One which I already got the other which is still pending 2nd interview. How? :(

...I Got a Feeling

I had my interview today at a certain hotel with regards to the post of a front desk position. And I felt good about it. Really. Was late (yes, again) actually for the interview but the HR person didn't say anything abt it, so I buat bodoh lah. After talking with her, she called up the front desk manager and he assesed me about my job scope, my height (??), my shifts (24hr split shifts), and esp about smiling :). All in all, it went well. I was supposedly to meet the GM (OMG!) but he wasn't available. If I think if I were to mit the GM, I would have known my fate there and then BUT, I had to go for a 2nd interview next week.

Next week will be the start of my other job which I accepted a few hours before the HR of that hotel called for an interview. That explains my previous entry. I got the position at a student/preschool centre but I'm really keen on pursuing my interest or shall I say, my passion for the Tourism industry. My Dip will go to waste if I let this hotel job pass me by just for this childcare industry. But I'm not 100% sure I will get the hotel job, thats why I'm like in between right now. I still go for the job I already accepted but still looking forward or maybe hoping actually to get the hotel job.

All I know is, I wish to pursue my passion given the chance, no matter what it cost me.

I think I reveal too much already, BYE now!

Really Confused...

I don't what to do. I ask people for opinion while all the time I had the answer, or actually the solution to all this headache of mine.

*Sigh*

God please help me in my decision making. I really don't wanna make a big mistake or a career murder in my life.

:(

*-*- Wee -*-*

Two interviews tommorow. You won't believe the change in career I had chose with these two companies. Lol!

One is in childcare industry.

The other in the SAF.

*haha*

will update tommorow if everything goes well.

InsyaAllah, amin.

Its That Time Of the Month Again..

where I feel, I should have made something good out of my life by doing someting right. Which is?

Which is, properly stabalise, save all that money while I had worked full time in my previous job which happen to also be my current job. Lol! Yes, I went back to my old workplace. Silly right? Out of all the companies, I went back to the 1 who couldn't properly care for their employees. Whattodo... I love the environment, the people, and also I'm so used to the job already. Yeah it pays peanuts on part time basis, maybe I'M the one who made the pay look like peanuts. I really didn't commit. Because, I don't feel the need to as I'm only a part timer. And wth, I'm schooling part time too.

Talk about school..BAH! I really am in serious desicion with my head about quitting. The best part, this is my last module. Last module so what?! I have to repeat a few modules. Which of coz I'm sincerely not proud of. I was to commit my full if not 90% of my attention to school assignments and tests. But see what I've been doing..finishing my exams as quickly as I can so that afterwards I could go "pak-toh" as what you all call it. *sigh* I can't regret now can I? I'm already 90% through and halfway already finishing my study loan. Yup, just one more year and I'm over and done with. Well guess what!? With that amount of money, I could already get engage and start to save further for my marriage! *sigh* Too Little Too Late.

I did so many damage. Serious damage on my work history. I won't explain futher, the rest is history.

Currently, in short, I'm playing truant too. I come late to work (I know I'm at fault) but why should I come early?! Just to do recovery?! Argh! It can be done any part of the day what! And mostly, I DO NOT agree with my current manager. I just can't bring myself too. I want my old manager back. *sigh* Promise this time around when he takes over I won't break the rules LOL!!

Well, now I'm fretting over it like dunno what. Coz, its always the email results that brings me down. Its always that email from the school. *sigh* Maybe its just me. I'm just hopeless. Useless. Careless. Brainless.....

I want to believe in miracles, but first...

I have to start with me :/