*-= DuNiA BaTiNkU - eLLa & TaM sPiDeR =-*
Hey ya peepz! yup yup. Tonight there's the Singapore Idol Wildcard show. I'm quite pissed tho when I heard that they tallied the smses wrongly between Nurul and Mathilda. How can siah you make such a small yet stupid mistake. And summore Emilee doesn't deserve to be there. I think Meryl was much better. But then, Mathilda also desrve to be in the top 12. Lets just wait and see how their performance is tonight. I don't want to see anymore crap from those crappy singers.
Oh yessa!! Be reminded that this Friday... Smallville returns!! Yahoo~!! Then right after that is the new season of Charmed. Baik ah! You see, I have no cable at home, so have to wait till the normal channels air them. *haha* Lambat pun lambat lah~...
The irritating part at school is, they block aything that's got to do with dating or chatting. But webbie alamak boleh pula. Spaces and Friendster is blocked. Freak man~! How to blog hop. Most of my friends use Spaces. Damned! Ok nevermind.
To you...Patience is a virtue. And it will be very rewarding. Waiting for you is a no prob. But anything can happen at any time. You're always in my prayers. Don't misuse my hopes and trust. I can go berserk!! And I will let you suffer with me *evil grins* *haha*
~TaKe CaRe PeePz~
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
*-= LoW - KeLLy ClArKsOn =-*
Yups... I'm in low spirits these few days. Alotta shit running through my mind and it's constantly bringing me down everytime I think about it. Can't blame it on other coz the fault lies with me. Was thinking of letting off some steam in my entry but then again, I've sort things out. Damn it's so hard to convince myself.
You see...I was dissapointed in myself. I did let off some steam after vocals. Yup, it was becoz of vocals. It felt good though. On our way home, I seem to forget all the worries and us gerls started to make alotta lame jokes and laughing our heads off. Then as the night turns cold and rain began to pur down, gradually my tears began to flow too. At first it was personal, then it gets general. In the first place I had already suspected the reasons to my sudden unhappiness. It was much heartaching when he started lecturing me late in the night. It adds on to the tears flowing. That was really a wake up call. I was engulfed with dissapoinment once again.
I am the type of person who doesn't like many differerent people from lecturing me more than once in a day. It will lay heavy on my heart. It's been two days and I'm still feeling dissapointed you know.
My heart kept opposing with my brain. It's always convincing me to take it constructively and optimistically. I guess the dissapoinment is really overwhelming especially when the critisism comes from someone you're very close with. You tend to take it personally. But seriously now, after a long a grueling thinking, I've come to a conclusion. When someone (whom you're close with) give you a comment, it really means they expect the best from you coz they have high hopes for you. That is GENUINE concern! It will be stuck to my head onwards that...
**No Discipline, No Learning**
On to more livelier mode. Yesterday my family had to attend a wedding at Pasir Ris. We were like M'sians; boarding the bus from interchange and rounded Pasir Ris to come back to the interchange again!! Argh... In the first place I already realized it, but as I was in no f**king mood to say or do anything. When we arrived, there was this perverted old man who blatantly took out his Motorola hp and vediocam or capture me and my sister's movement! Whatta hell! Oi Pak Cik tak sedar diri! Anak dan bini pat seblah pon buat keje merepek. Da gian!? Eee~! Geram siol! Not once you noe, but 3 times! He was smirking at us when he saw us looking at him. Bloody idiot! I felt like digging his eyeballs and confiscating his h/p. Damn you perverted old man! I just hope he DOES NOT MISUSE our pictures for some entertainment alias PORN! Dammit.
Then earlier this morning while walking to the bus stop, someone was testing my patience. As I walked beside Hougang Sec, a bloody immature was calling out cat calls to me. I accidentally glanced back to the directionand got called 'MINAH' in the process. Heck you! 'kepala otak kau minah' Then as usual missed my lesson AA in the morning. Came late to school coz I slept late yesterday. Why? Tgk cte hindustan pe pasal ah! *haha* Ok lame. But it's been a long time since I watch hindi vcd. It's also been ages since I watch a movie. Supeman and Scary Movie 4 is at the top list. I'm tired waiting for people. Last resort, watch alone ah! Emo siah Aimi...
Wokay lah, enough crap for today!
Last note:
~ Don't blame me if my silence is DEAFening ~
Yups... I'm in low spirits these few days. Alotta shit running through my mind and it's constantly bringing me down everytime I think about it. Can't blame it on other coz the fault lies with me. Was thinking of letting off some steam in my entry but then again, I've sort things out. Damn it's so hard to convince myself.
You see...I was dissapointed in myself. I did let off some steam after vocals. Yup, it was becoz of vocals. It felt good though. On our way home, I seem to forget all the worries and us gerls started to make alotta lame jokes and laughing our heads off. Then as the night turns cold and rain began to pur down, gradually my tears began to flow too. At first it was personal, then it gets general. In the first place I had already suspected the reasons to my sudden unhappiness. It was much heartaching when he started lecturing me late in the night. It adds on to the tears flowing. That was really a wake up call. I was engulfed with dissapoinment once again.
I am the type of person who doesn't like many differerent people from lecturing me more than once in a day. It will lay heavy on my heart. It's been two days and I'm still feeling dissapointed you know.
My heart kept opposing with my brain. It's always convincing me to take it constructively and optimistically. I guess the dissapoinment is really overwhelming especially when the critisism comes from someone you're very close with. You tend to take it personally. But seriously now, after a long a grueling thinking, I've come to a conclusion. When someone (whom you're close with) give you a comment, it really means they expect the best from you coz they have high hopes for you. That is GENUINE concern! It will be stuck to my head onwards that...
**No Discipline, No Learning**
On to more livelier mode. Yesterday my family had to attend a wedding at Pasir Ris. We were like M'sians; boarding the bus from interchange and rounded Pasir Ris to come back to the interchange again!! Argh... In the first place I already realized it, but as I was in no f**king mood to say or do anything. When we arrived, there was this perverted old man who blatantly took out his Motorola hp and vediocam or capture me and my sister's movement! Whatta hell! Oi Pak Cik tak sedar diri! Anak dan bini pat seblah pon buat keje merepek. Da gian!? Eee~! Geram siol! Not once you noe, but 3 times! He was smirking at us when he saw us looking at him. Bloody idiot! I felt like digging his eyeballs and confiscating his h/p. Damn you perverted old man! I just hope he DOES NOT MISUSE our pictures for some entertainment alias PORN! Dammit.
Then earlier this morning while walking to the bus stop, someone was testing my patience. As I walked beside Hougang Sec, a bloody immature was calling out cat calls to me. I accidentally glanced back to the directionand got called 'MINAH' in the process. Heck you! 'kepala otak kau minah' Then as usual missed my lesson AA in the morning. Came late to school coz I slept late yesterday. Why? Tgk cte hindustan pe pasal ah! *haha* Ok lame. But it's been a long time since I watch hindi vcd. It's also been ages since I watch a movie. Supeman and Scary Movie 4 is at the top list. I'm tired waiting for people. Last resort, watch alone ah! Emo siah Aimi...
Wokay lah, enough crap for today!
Last note:
~ Don't blame me if my silence is DEAFening ~
Saturday, June 24, 2006
*-= Ku AkUi - DeWi SaNdRa =-*
Peace ya guys! Haizz... It's end of the week. And my mind is totally blank right now. Later on in the evening meeting my vocal peeps at TM for some vocal prac. Lah...kate da jadi back up singers untuk Aidil kan. Have to work extra hard. For the duet thingy, haiz, not gonna make it man.
CA1 for Costing and Advance A/cs is over. Boleh lah tahan. The grades are so-so. Next week is CA2 for Costing. Argh!! Alhamdullilah I got the basics already. Alotta double entry to remember. InsyaAllah I'll pull through. Then also on the same day will be my Toursim Mock Test. Unit 1 to 4 liaow. InsyaAllah I can do it one lah.
Alotts things also going in ma mind. Problems?? None. School work?? I guess. Been mentally tired these few days. Coming to school late. Wokay, now old habits are repeating. Shuckz! Attendace?? Well its average. Still coming to school but on a later timing. Mcm skola bapak aku gitu eh.
Yippie~!! The week after next week is the start of school holidays! Ok lah, 3 weeks also something siah. Come back then CA Tourism pula. Aiyo sian ah. Oh yah, Eera helped to getting a job at Banquet. Not the Banquet food centre ah. It's hotel basis one. Hope to get it lah coz it's not confirmed yet. Blom start keje da hangat2 taik ayam sak! *haha* Ok per eh Eera...
**BLANK**
Yup, my mind is blank and that's my que to GET OUTTA HERE! *haha* Ok peeps, take care! Hv a gr8 weekend!
(Btw, my prediction for wild card on SI... Jay, Nurul, Gayle and Meryl)
*~Peace Outz~*
Peace ya guys! Haizz... It's end of the week. And my mind is totally blank right now. Later on in the evening meeting my vocal peeps at TM for some vocal prac. Lah...kate da jadi back up singers untuk Aidil kan. Have to work extra hard. For the duet thingy, haiz, not gonna make it man.
CA1 for Costing and Advance A/cs is over. Boleh lah tahan. The grades are so-so. Next week is CA2 for Costing. Argh!! Alhamdullilah I got the basics already. Alotta double entry to remember. InsyaAllah I'll pull through. Then also on the same day will be my Toursim Mock Test. Unit 1 to 4 liaow. InsyaAllah I can do it one lah.
Alotts things also going in ma mind. Problems?? None. School work?? I guess. Been mentally tired these few days. Coming to school late. Wokay, now old habits are repeating. Shuckz! Attendace?? Well its average. Still coming to school but on a later timing. Mcm skola bapak aku gitu eh.
Yippie~!! The week after next week is the start of school holidays! Ok lah, 3 weeks also something siah. Come back then CA Tourism pula. Aiyo sian ah. Oh yah, Eera helped to getting a job at Banquet. Not the Banquet food centre ah. It's hotel basis one. Hope to get it lah coz it's not confirmed yet. Blom start keje da hangat2 taik ayam sak! *haha* Ok per eh Eera...
**BLANK**
Yup, my mind is blank and that's my que to GET OUTTA HERE! *haha* Ok peeps, take care! Hv a gr8 weekend!
(Btw, my prediction for wild card on SI... Jay, Nurul, Gayle and Meryl)
*~Peace Outz~*
Saturday, June 17, 2006
*-= OnCe AgAiN - FrAnKiE JoRdAn =-*
Yessa~! It's Friday! And it means tomorrow is Saturday!! Wee~~! Excited banget aku ni. *haha* Yupz, I ALWAYS look forward to Saturday coz that means we have Vocal Class. And the best part is our training is getting fun-ner!! (*haha* is there such a word??)
Well, obviously I'm enjoying every bit of it. Alotta things to look forward to when going for vocals. I know, he know, she know, they dunnoe!! *haha* Oh oh oh...and the concert thingy that our class is going to perform!! Heh.. First Mr Baron said its on Friday the 28th then Aidil said its on Saturday the 29th?! Hey, which is which?!
Still on the auditions for Solo and Duet slots. Yup, tomorrow at 2pm, don't forget Su, Alan and Yana! Mr Baron nak tgk dok. Then for solo probably I'm rooting for it too. But then, stress sak!!
Aidil has asked me and Su to join him for the backup singing on You Raise Me Up. Cerewet kau kata Aidil?! Mcm gini aku tak nak ah. Stress ah. Skali salah key, aku yang kene marah! Sigh... That day he said he's not performing, but change of plan, in short notice Mr Baron still want him to have a slot. He's going for NS soon. How leh? Don't tell me he's gonna perform with his botak hair?? *haha* No offence Aidil. But, seriously, don't you think it will be a bit off. He dress up nicely in a suite with that kindda hair?? Hmmm....This I must see! *haha* Su, Shahid, Hussien and I was asked to be the back-up singers. Hmm....Hope this can work out well. Insya'Allah.
Eh wokay lah peeps. I've blabbered enough stuffs. Need to go too. Can't wait for tomorrow! Wohoo~! *haha* Childish Aimi...
~TaKe CaRe PeePs~
Thursday, June 15, 2006
*-= GooD DaY - cLiCk FiVe =-*
I'm totally in love with this guy...!!
He's always cute, sweet, very caring, thinks about others before himself and is always willing to help others in need. And he's obviously charming! I'm beginning to love him more and more everyday. Well, I've loved him eversince I set my eyes on him, honest! He's second to none!
I know alot about him. His favourite colour is blue and a bit of red here and there. And I just love his hair style! Wow, ada jambul. *haha* Sometimes he wears specs. I love guys wearing specs. I dunnoe, maybe coz they look much smarter. *haha* He's also very family oriented. And when he loves a girl, she's the only one. And she's me!! *Lol* How can I be so naive?!
Well...His name start with " S "... Hey, your guess might be wrong. *hehe* Anyways, I love him to bitz tho. Whatta hell, ok ok I've been keeping you guys waiting for too long. No more secrets!!
He's......
I'm totally in love with this guy...!!
He's always cute, sweet, very caring, thinks about others before himself and is always willing to help others in need. And he's obviously charming! I'm beginning to love him more and more everyday. Well, I've loved him eversince I set my eyes on him, honest! He's second to none!
I know alot about him. His favourite colour is blue and a bit of red here and there. And I just love his hair style! Wow, ada jambul. *haha* Sometimes he wears specs. I love guys wearing specs. I dunnoe, maybe coz they look much smarter. *haha* He's also very family oriented. And when he loves a girl, she's the only one. And she's me!! *Lol* How can I be so naive?!
Well...His name start with " S "... Hey, your guess might be wrong. *hehe* Anyways, I love him to bitz tho. Whatta hell, ok ok I've been keeping you guys waiting for too long. No more secrets!!
He's......
*hahaha* Sorry peeps....!! Gotcha!
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Last Flight Out
by Plus One
I'm so scared that u will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain i've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But im afraid that if i start to
I'll never stop
chorus:
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope i see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that you will leave
As my secrets have been revealed
In my dreams you'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But im afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
chorus
I cannot hold back the truth no more
I let you wait too long (wait too long)
Although its hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
Scares me more (3X)
oh... (na na na.. na na na na.. na na na na na..)
The last flight out...
For you I would fly (na na na.. na na na na.. na na na na na..)
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
chorus:
I want you to know u belong in my life (u belong in my life)
I love the hope I see in your eyes (i love the hope.. i see in your eyes, baby)
For you I would fly (for you i would fly)
At least I would try (at least i would try)
for u I'll take... (for you i would take)
The last flight out
*******
It's an old song. Whrte have this boyband dissapeared to??!! *haha* Anyways, I love the song. I't literally stuck to my head for the time being. The lyrics are so beautiful. Wished someone would sing this song to me. No face ah Aimi!! *LOL*
Ok, I'm outta here. Have a good weekend peepz!
by Plus One
I'm so scared that u will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain i've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But im afraid that if i start to
I'll never stop
chorus:
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope i see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that you will leave
As my secrets have been revealed
In my dreams you'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But im afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
chorus
I cannot hold back the truth no more
I let you wait too long (wait too long)
Although its hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
Scares me more (3X)
oh... (na na na.. na na na na.. na na na na na..)
The last flight out...
For you I would fly (na na na.. na na na na.. na na na na na..)
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
chorus:
I want you to know u belong in my life (u belong in my life)
I love the hope I see in your eyes (i love the hope.. i see in your eyes, baby)
For you I would fly (for you i would fly)
At least I would try (at least i would try)
for u I'll take... (for you i would take)
The last flight out
*******
It's an old song. Whrte have this boyband dissapeared to??!! *haha* Anyways, I love the song. I't literally stuck to my head for the time being. The lyrics are so beautiful. Wished someone would sing this song to me. No face ah Aimi!! *LOL*
Ok, I'm outta here. Have a good weekend peepz!
Friday, June 9, 2006
*-= PuReSt Of PaIn - SoN By 4 =-*
Peace be upon peeps here~! Hmm... There's something to write, finally! *LOL*
Yesterday on Wednesday (d'oh!), I had my Costing and Tourism test. Costing was superb! I did my calculations correctly (alhamdullilah) and the theory part? Argh! Whatta hell! Mr Quah asked us to study alot but came out only one question! Freak! I studied like what in the bus, and didn't even went for my Accountings lessons earlier for just one freaking question??! Shesh... Talk about A/cs, Ms Phua a.k.a Mushroom Head came to my class for a lecture and I mean a LECTURE! Hell... Not for me tho. I'm a good girl, honest! *haha* Some of my classmates got a hearing from her becoz of their bad attendance and those who are working part time.
For the Tourism test, it was ok. I could do it, WITHOUT opening the text book. *LOL* Macam bahasakan orang pula Aimi ni. Eh, cannot seh. I really take my elective seriously. Seriously? *haha* Project also haven't even started and we have to submit a report by next Tuesday. Aqram and Ben was planning to capture the night life at Boat Quay and then book a hotel to experience the atmosphera of tourists' staying in hotels here. How!? I can't taunt! Haish...
Well, any problem can be solved if you put your mind to it. Yesh, it's all in the mind!
Yesterday I met up with an old friend. Wuoh~ it's been a long time since I saw...Fathani! *LOL* He's still the same old Fathani with the cute small voice. Suara blom pecah babe! *haha* Joking. Anyway, he's with his bike. The same old guys fantasises to have a bike with a, hopefully, girlfriend. Hahz, he's still looking for one. What, at RP not enough girls isit?! *haha* He treat me to Swensen's ice cream. Sedap dok but at the same time kenyang giler~! *Thanks alot Fat!* We bumped into Sadika and the other friends along the way. And oh yah! Ameen too! The guy who never gives up *bluek* wonder if he still recognise me. What do I care anyway... Hmm, Fat actually wanted to send me home but I declined. Totally dude, I don't fancy bikes!! I just have this phobia.
Went home in the bus alone, kept thinking about him all the while when I was with Fat. Is that wrong or not? How sweet of him...He was jealous (-;
Today.... Well, I don't know, Fat says he wanna go out again with me today but there's no news from him. So I'm just here at MLC all by myself. It's good being by myself sometimes. Away from all the conflicts that I'm caught in between. Just don't understand some of them. It's totally unnecessary sometimes. Chill it people!
Aite, that's the end of it... Now go do your own stuff okay *Lol*
~MaNy HuGz & KiSSeS~
Peace be upon peeps here~! Hmm... There's something to write, finally! *LOL*
Yesterday on Wednesday (d'oh!), I had my Costing and Tourism test. Costing was superb! I did my calculations correctly (alhamdullilah) and the theory part? Argh! Whatta hell! Mr Quah asked us to study alot but came out only one question! Freak! I studied like what in the bus, and didn't even went for my Accountings lessons earlier for just one freaking question??! Shesh... Talk about A/cs, Ms Phua a.k.a Mushroom Head came to my class for a lecture and I mean a LECTURE! Hell... Not for me tho. I'm a good girl, honest! *haha* Some of my classmates got a hearing from her becoz of their bad attendance and those who are working part time.
For the Tourism test, it was ok. I could do it, WITHOUT opening the text book. *LOL* Macam bahasakan orang pula Aimi ni. Eh, cannot seh. I really take my elective seriously. Seriously? *haha* Project also haven't even started and we have to submit a report by next Tuesday. Aqram and Ben was planning to capture the night life at Boat Quay and then book a hotel to experience the atmosphera of tourists' staying in hotels here. How!? I can't taunt! Haish...
Well, any problem can be solved if you put your mind to it. Yesh, it's all in the mind!
Yesterday I met up with an old friend. Wuoh~ it's been a long time since I saw...Fathani! *LOL* He's still the same old Fathani with the cute small voice. Suara blom pecah babe! *haha* Joking. Anyway, he's with his bike. The same old guys fantasises to have a bike with a, hopefully, girlfriend. Hahz, he's still looking for one. What, at RP not enough girls isit?! *haha* He treat me to Swensen's ice cream. Sedap dok but at the same time kenyang giler~! *Thanks alot Fat!* We bumped into Sadika and the other friends along the way. And oh yah! Ameen too! The guy who never gives up *bluek* wonder if he still recognise me. What do I care anyway... Hmm, Fat actually wanted to send me home but I declined. Totally dude, I don't fancy bikes!! I just have this phobia.
Went home in the bus alone, kept thinking about him all the while when I was with Fat. Is that wrong or not? How sweet of him...He was jealous (-;
Today.... Well, I don't know, Fat says he wanna go out again with me today but there's no news from him. So I'm just here at MLC all by myself. It's good being by myself sometimes. Away from all the conflicts that I'm caught in between. Just don't understand some of them. It's totally unnecessary sometimes. Chill it people!
Aite, that's the end of it... Now go do your own stuff okay *Lol*
~MaNy HuGz & KiSSeS~
Tuesday, June 6, 2006
*-= pReDiCtAbLe - GoOd ChArLoTtE =-*
Can you imagine a guy trying to pick up a fight with a girl??? My goodness. Do you have a *beep* or what?! I'm a girl and you wanna fight..ok..literally he was trying to pick up a fight with me...He quarreled with me actually. Whatta hell?!
The story goes like this. Last week, Yazzid, Eera and I finished our lunch and wanted to meet up some of our friends. We were at Cafe 2. We had to use the escalator to get to the ground floor. And the most irritating part was there was these bunch of guys and girl happily lingering around the escalator and sitting on the rails. Eventho it's not moving, you can't sit there and blog the way coz people need to get down and its really dangerous.
Me being the type who likes to give a piece of my mind to such people, I said it in a low tone but clearly for them to hear. i said it in Malay "macam takda tempat lain ke nak dudok". Pk ni bapak ko punye skola kepe. One of the guys heard it and said sorry sarcastically. I just ignore that freaking remark. He was so rude that he continued to say alotta things. Asking me to come up and "talk" things. Whatta Fark!? You're in the wrong and you still wanna argue with me. I can't be bothered with such people who dosen't respect others.
Eera also gave a piece of her mind. Yazzid was oblivious to everything. The farking guy just kept blabbering away. His friends kept quiet coz they know he's in the wrong. What siah! Trying to find fault with a girl...Cummon lah, you're in the wrong!
Haiz...This kind of behaviour we have in this school or world even!?
Wokay lah...Frustration has got the better of me. Before I rants summore nonsense I better get outta here.
~tAkE cAre PeePs~
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