*-= SoRRy - MaDoNNa =-*

Peace be upon my peeps here! *smiles* I'm back~! What I mean is back to normal. *haha* Been thinking a lot of stuffs in my small brain here. It's really depressing sometimes to think a lot and getting migraines here and there.

First problem solved is about Farhan. *evil grin* He replied to my sms. I did say before in my previous entry that I wanna msg him right and yeah so I did. "Chatted" for awhile only. But it's kindda meaningless to think back.

Second problem solved is about "S". Yeah... Avoided him because of he-knows-what. It's not because of the sms that you gave me pertaining my blog ok, S. I told you what it's about already and yeah I know I should have confirmed it with you first before believing that rumor which Su told me. I believed it so much that I don't even wanna have anything to do with you but the trouble was I kept thinking about you the whole time. Gees...! Guess that infatuation is still standing strong after all. Can't put hopes up too high I know coz in the end 'mesti jatuh mcm nangka busuk punye' *haha*

Saturday was really enjoyable!! *smiles* Went to the studio. Actually at first Roy was really pissed with some of them who came late. He actually paid for it and this was what we gave him-> lateness. But all was well in the end. Even tho the studio was quite small, it was really cool~! Alotta band instrument and recording stuffs. Wrong button pressed and everything goes wrong *haha* Some only get to sang because of the ITE Roadshow and Teenage Icon. Wow! I'm very proud man that Su and I can do good harmonizing! *hehehe* Before that Roy was teaching us some singing techniques and terms that can be used to show our intelligence to the recording studio students *muahaha* Jahat sehz... *LOL*

We only had two hours to the studio so by 5+ we had to move outta there. Then Roslan, the studio owner, played us a sample of a barely 16 year old girl who is in a band. The music was very nice. Ska genre. And when the girl start to sang, I think all of us are blown away by her matured voice. It's damn good and very nice! Loved the song too! After hearing that we went outside and played with the playful 'manje' cat! So adorable! Haizz... I wish to own a cat lah. I love cats!! Argh... *haha* Aimi siaow~ =p

All of us headed to Bugis to have our lunch? Or dinner I guess. We sat on the 2nd storey of the doudle decked bus. Sat at the very back and we talked alotta crap and were VERY noisy and teasing each other. Had time for pictures also! Will update at my Fotopages soon! *haha* Ya ya ya... I know, I'll upload for all of ya and send them thru mail aite... AS SOON AS I get the camera from Su lah *hehe*
At first all wanted to eat at Banquet but then they say it was quite expensive so we moved to eat at LJS. There's were the noise gets worst *haha* As usual I was the butt of all jokes. Getting teased by all of them and especially by S. *haha* Truthfully, I missed his teasing me. *bluek!* =p Oh yah, we bumped into Aidil and someone at the middle of the road! *haha*

After dinner, all parted ways. Su, Yana, Saadah, Wendy, Amsyar and I head for the MRT. Me and Amsyar took the same train (North-West line -> did I say it right??) Punye lah baik hati Amsyar, he sent me to the bus stop when I dropped at Ang Mo Kio. He made up stories that he had shifted house bla bla bla. And being the gullible me, I believed his story! Haizz. Jahat she Ams... *haha* Tah dah rape kali eh kau kene tegur asik senyap jek. Haha. Dorg blom tau Ams nye gila2 dan bising2 mcm ne eh Ams... *LOL* Then when I reached home, Mama switched on Final Destination 3. Woow~! Censored siah one scene. Heh... Like in the previous installment of FD, the death is always much gruesome! *haha* Loved it anyways. And The Fog was quite ok lah. It was actually quite slow and long winded. The scary stuffs is just minimum. But enjoyed it too anyways. *LOL* No need to watch at the movies *hehe*

Yesterday I didn't make to see Azhar perform at Marina Square for the DanceWorks. Sorry Azhar! insyaAllah I'll come down the next time you perform. Hey, have to support a friend ya know =p Couldn't see it coz, I had to follow Mama to NTUC and Compass Point. She "bought" some "things" for both of us *smile widely* She bought them on installment. And I'm gonna get my "thing" in two three days time. I'll tell you guys what it is as soon as I get it alright! Wee~! Can't wait! *LOL*

Today came to school very happy, in a way excessive happiness! *haha* Becoz of.... Got lah! Why you people kaypoh siah. *hehe* It's between me and him. He knows I know we know. *LOL* Then also can't wait to get "that thing". Yahoo~! I've been waiting for sooo long. Geez!

That's all folks. Take good care!!

~fOrGiVe Me FoR bEiNg InDeCiSiVe & FiCkLeD~

*-= StupiD GirlS - PinK =-*

Peace be upon all of you peeps! As'kum... Yesterday I felt like putting a SHUT THE F**K UP sign in the PTX class for the QC girls to see. Damned siah! They were talking so loudly and laughing hysterically and poking fun at the poor teacher who was trying to teach the 'good' students sitting infront. Gawd!! Thanfully I'm not in their class... Stupid girls...

Then after that lesson had a ''coffee with the section head''. Kepala otak kau lah coffee! It should have been ''lecture with the provocative teacher''! It took so long! I wasn't at all paying attention or looking at her while she was talking coz I know all of us there don't need it man. Just becoz we didn't go to IRAS. Whatta freak!

Today is another day where I'm STILL waiting for Farhan to msg. Haizz. Don't know whether I should msg him. The last time I msg him was like 3 weeks ago and he hasn't return my calls and msgs! Missed him alot... Yes Liza! I miss him... *hahaha* Then these few days got to contact back with Fadil. It's been like eons since I talked to him *haha* Talked to him on msn. (That's what I've been doing in class --> msn! *hehe) Maybe we're gonna meet up these days. Kewl~! And also this Saturday maybe gonna watch Danceworks first at Marina Square before (maybe) going to Roy's studio.

I'm lost for words now. Ok guys. You just take care oritez! *smiles*

*****

-Prayers are not there for a burden to be carried by you. If you think you are forced to, the prayers are not accounted for.

-When teacher is trying to teach, pls don't on ur music loudly. That's insulting to them.

-When teacher is teaching/revising, please SHUT THE F**K UP

-If you think you wanna take away all the closest things to me, you can jolly well do it coz I don't gain nothing, I don't lose nothing.

-When you have realized your mistakes, then you come to me.

-If you know it, then why broke it? *Love the person who loves you, not the person you love*

-What is so hard for you to understand? When I' serious, you think I'm joking. When I'm joking, you think I'm serious. Make up ur mind!

~I'm Lost...I Need To Be Found by You~

*-= ReMeMbEr ThE nAmE - fOrT MiNoR =-*

As'kum... Wow... Hey peeps! Its been awhile since I wrote in. First thing first. Haizz... Gonna miss Alvin a lot man. He's been the best of friends with me and Eera all through out our ITE life. And best still, it's just 7 months of friendship! He's been the one who would have a topic to say to us so as not to keep the boredom. The talkative guy. Really Alvin, we can't imagine going thru ITE life without you. Oops... I forgot to tell. Alvin is gonna leave us for Poly this April. He passed his Maths which he had retook. I wished I had done the same. This ITE life sucks man bcoz of some personal reasons.

And there's two incident that I wanna share with you peeps. The first one happened while I was going home after school. I was about to reach my block when a Bangladesh approached me. Ok this is gonna be really funny.

Bang L.A: "Do you know where’s block 966 Hougang Ave 9"
Me: "I think you have to go round to the back coz this is St 91"
Bang L.A: "Oh really, coz I saw you from far you crossed the streets"
I thought in my mind "Did he just follow me or what??"
Bang L.A: "So can I get to know you. How about you give me your number?"
Me: "How about YOU give me your number. I'll contact you if I'm free"
I typed the number on my hp and straightaway deleted it.
Bang L.A: *Held out his hand to shake mine* "Hi, my name is Roger. What's yours?"
Me: "It's ok. No need to shake hands. Urm, my name is Siti. I have to go. Bye"
I walk off but being very cautious so that he's not following me home!! Ah!! How scary!! *hahaha* I told my BF and she just laughs her head off. That's what Eera did too. She teased me all the way. Bad siah you people. *LOL*

The second incident was much more a frustrating one even tho I injured my leg! It was supposed to be an embarrassing moment but turned to a different situation. Ok, this was what happened.

I was on my way for vocal class. Rushed as usual coz I was late. I already tap my ez-link and was on the way to go down the flight of stairs. Unlucky me, I was wearing high heeled shoe *ok I know it was my fault to wear that shoe!* Just two steps and I already was tumbling down the stairs! There was this girl beside me and I somehow clinked on to her. She acted as if nothing happened. I stood up with my sprained ankle I tried to continue down the stairs. I chased the girl to sincerely apologize but instead of saying 'it was ok' she rolled her eyes at me! Damn you! I apologize and that's what you gave me! My God! Really felt like slapping her face man... Dah tak glamour jatuh pat tangga, ni budak mcm sial pula! Bertuah betol. Nasib baik mak dia pat depan. Klu tidak, aniaya! Frustrating siah!! I told Hussien which we met a short while after. I asked if he saw me fall. *haha* Luckily he didn't. He told Aidil. When I first saw him dat day, I was thinking 'siak ar, handsome siah ni mamat mcm Aaron Aziz' Cuz he jelled up his hair like Aaron. Skali Aidil. *haha* Then Su came. We all rode the same train unknowingly.

Anyways, it was the first lesson for Amsyar and Azhar in vocal class. Datang lambat mcm star karat! *hahaha* Told you already Amsyar, that you can leave early coz you had religious class that day but still you were stubborn. Then there will be no lesson for the next two weeks as some of them had a roadshow to attend too. Lah, performance ar ape lagi... Roy said he'll bring us to his studio next week. Wee~! Can't wait. Mei Mei will inform us.

My throat is still abit nasal. Getting better. Hope me and Su will be in time to practice for Teenage Icon. *hehe* Yeah, that's the surprise between me and Su. Can't wait!!

Then yesterday I watched Catch Me If You Can. Damn good siah this Frank Abhagnale at conning people! At a young age summore. Kwel~! Gd for him he turned over a new leaf and make good use of his talents! Good story though.

That's all peeps!

~HoNeStY iS aLL tHaT I nEeD~

*-= ThAt tHiNg YoU Do - ThE wOnDeRs =-*

Assalammualaikum... I'm back~! *haha* "I'm okay...Trust Me~"

Past few days had been feeling down. Tak sedap badan dok. Have to boost my immune system. And to add salt to da wound, I'm eating fast food almost everyday and gassy drinks is so essential!! *haha* Cannot like that lah Aimi!! Wa liaow, I gotta jaga my voice la. If not I'll be damaging my throat.

Su eh kalau tak bual pasal aku dlm blog dia tak sah tau!! *haha* Jgn la sebut name dia. Dia da tak ada makna bagi diriku ini. *haha* Bual merepek sak aku. Well Su, to let you know, aku da bosan! Tapi aku sedih, org yg ku harap2 kan tu mcm buat tak endah seh... Da satu minggu lebih dia tak msg *sob sob* Haizz... Farhan, where are you? Argh... Frustrating man.

Yang aku pon satu, yang ada di depan mata tak mahu, pandang sebelah mata pon tidak. Org yang jauh juga aku rindu-rindukan. Pelik kan. Well, that's how it works for me. Anw, sorry guys coz I'm talking in Malay. *hehe*

PIE project is not at all done. Maybe tonight I'm gonna start. Typical Mi...Always start last min one lah. *haha*

Today is also a Valentine's Day. It's nothing big tho. Cuz umat Islam is not advised to celebrate all this shit. *haha* But on the other hand, there's this guy (???) who's gonna give me 'something' *ahaha* I've guessed correctly what he's gonna give. It's got to do with satisfying my taste buds. *evil grin*

And.....*drumroll* I'm so proud to aanounce that Syafiqah and Yazzid are going through to the next round! *applause* And also to Aidil and Shahid. As for Amsyar and Azhar, they are in the vocal class. Paiseh lah aku mcm gini!! Argh...

That's all folks! P/S: I have a surprise for all of ya. It's between me and Su. *hehe*

~Hv A MiNd Of My OwN tHaT sEtS mE aPaRt FrM tHe ReSt~

*-= GhOsT oF yOu - My ChEmIcAl RoMaNcE =-*

As'kum my peeps. My week is just getting worst...

Today I helped Su to put in some of her pictures at her photobucket. Yesterday I had alot of trouble doing stuffs with my computer. Transfering the pictures and music that Amsyar have downloaded to my USB and computer. Got fucked up when I accidentally transfer the wrong things. Agrh!! I'm not a computer expert!! So please people who wants me to help, bear with me. I don't need all your dissing. And summore I don't have internet at home.

To Hidayah: Sorry about the entry. As you can see I've deleted it already.

To Su: Sorry coz you misintrepreted my words. And also ur camera that I've transfered the pics. It's just the way that thing works. I've uploaded them already but please bear with me, I'm uploading them slowly coz there's alot of pics.

During lunch, Eera, Iskandar and I followed Wani, Amy, Yazzid and Aisyah to Century Sq. Cafe 1 and 2 was seriously packed. Bumped into Aidil on the way. He's so different. Diff in a way that he wasn't in his uniform although he had school and his hair was quite messy.

Had chicken rice. My stomach was so full and it quite hurts coz I also had ice milo. Stupid right...

Head back to school for next lesson, PTX. Mrs Tan went thru revision for our CA on 14 Feb. Was so sleepy coz the lesson was very dry.

Oh yah, I came late for school. Sempat tengok Grammy Awards in the bus. Madonna performed for the opening. Then Kelly Clarkson won Best Female Artist I think or maybe it was Best Song for Since U Been Gone?? I don't know, gotta watch the encore telecast tonight at 10pm.

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I'm so tired this whole week. Was not being myself. Was much more talkative and irrtating than normal. Stressed up? Nah. Juz psyched about some things and some people. Sick and tired mentally and physically.

Been getting people dissing at me for some things. Alot of misunderstandings also of whatever SHIT I've said. I'm just swallowing. If I hit you guys back with my harsh words, I'm very sorry. I'm really pissed and I just wanna get my point across very clear. Being straightforward has alot of consequences but I'm ready for it. I only stand for whatever rights that I have as long as I know that I'm innocent.

* It is so peaceful here being all by myself, with the other schoolmates of coz, at the MLC now. That's why I love the time being all by myself *

That's it!!!!

~FeeL So TroubleD~

*-= I'm NoT oKaY (I pRoMiSe) - My cHeMiCaL rOmAnCe =-*

As'kum to all Muslims and HELLO to all my peeps!! Wow, it's been a suppressing days for me to go through lately. Let me tell ya all about it.

Friday last week, Liza and I bumped into an old friend infront of our usual hang out spot. We saw RAFI!! *haha* Kindda miss him actually. Miss his 'gila-gila' during our secondary school days. He was always with Medee. But now, he's a different person totally. Very reserved and independent, not loner ok. Penting kan motor jer Medee!! Haiz. He sat with us and we talked about alotta stuffs about him and his experience with the Malaysian artist. *haha* Funny lah. Asked him along to Bugis coz he happens to have an off day from work but he declined.

So Liza and I moved from there to head for Arab Street. Was supposedly to go out on a date with *ehem2* but! I followed Liza instead. I felt that I let him down. *sob sob* I was quite happy and elated that I'm finally going out with him but I was the spoiler in the end. Excited that I brought it to my dreams! *haha* Funny. In my dream, I was spending the day with him but... It never happens. I'm still waiting for his sms. We thought of going out after my vocal class on Saturday, but he never msg =( Btw, the pics that we all took at Bugis and on the way home, I posted it in my Fotopages. Check it out *smiles*

On Saturday, had vocals as usual. Bumped into Liza on the way. Cuz she just came back from JB with her Sis. Anw, the class was a smaller group coz some of them had other business to attend to. After that had my dinner with Aifa, Su, Yana and Hussien. I pity Saadah. I hope she gets well before the SG Idol audition. Then after dinner I met Mama at Somerset to watch the Chingay parade. Tired siah standing at the front with the crowd! But fortunately the parade was fantastic! I enjoyed it very much. Anybody can tell me how I can be involved with these kindda parades?? I'm very interested.

I had my second dinner *hahaha!!* with my family after the parade. We went to Orchard Plaza. You must be thinking I have a BIG appetite huh. *haha* Oh well, that's me. I'm always hungry but still thin and small. *hehe*

Sunday I just stayed home. Monday the usual school but it was really frustrating for me to receive two news involving the same person. Haiz. Memang sangkaan aku slamer ni pasal dia betol. It's only when my close friend told me then I believe it maybe true. To you guys' reading who don’t know what I'm talking about, well, it's just a case of lying. No more digging in this particular thing anyway. Then incidentally HE msg me. 3 long sms! It was pertaining my blog. To S: You just have to read it again and fully understand what I'm trying to say. Don't just swallow and vomit instantly what you think about it. Analyze it first please.

Yesterday was also a fucked up day for me. I asked my close friend Amsyar to download some songs so that I can transfer it in my USB but unfortunately I had to re-copy them quite a few times coz there was not enough space in my USB. F***!! But when I finally got it and wanted to transfer all of them to my computer, I accidentally deleted all of it!! Argh!! How bad could my week go from here?! *sigh* In the end I gave Amsyar a list to burn it in a CD. I'm still waiting for Jun to finish download my -1 songs. Patience is a virtue man *smiles*

Today I didn't went for P.E. Met Su for awhile coz she gave me here camera for me to do some business. Now having BCM. Later PIE. Go home then do nothing but slck and watch t.v. *hehe*
That's all for today...

~ AkU HaNyA MaNuSiA bOdOh ~

Your Life Path Number is 7

Your purpose in life is to find truth and meaning You are very spiritual, and you are interested in the mysteries of life.You are quite analytical and a great thinker. You have many theories and insights.A life of solitude is perfect for you. You need time to think and do things your way. In love, you are quite charming. You attract many with your confidence and wit. While you enjoy being alone, sometimes you take it to an extreme.You can become too isolated, shutting out loved ones and friends.Express yourself a little bit more, and you'll be surprised where it takes you!

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*-= BeEp - PussyCat Dolls feat Will.I.Am =-*

Assalammualaikum to all Muslims. Hey peeps, enjoyed the long weekend. Wow~! I did. Everyday I had something to do and somewhere to go. *haha*

Saturday: I went out with my vocal peeps. There was Hussien, Aifa, Shahid, Su and Aidil. Hmm. Satu2 ajak kluar macam kene paksa seh! Sorry guys that I 'drag' you to come along. Felt bad actually. All was planned but then! Most of the freaking shops were closed and there was no digicam. Coz if there was, I was gonna upload them on my Fotopages. Ape nak buat, hajat tak kesampaian. Still hope was not lost coz Aidil's handphone has an integrated camera on his mobile. They all took lotsa crazy wacky pics *haha*

But anwz, I had a great time with them *smiles*. To the two cheeky guys and including a girl, 3 of you deserved the silent treatment! *haha* Kacau Mi lagi ar, tengok Mi bual dengan korg ke tak. Ambik ah! LOL. To all of them: Thanks for spending the day with me even tho Yana went to Indo and Saadah was sick, you guys came despite my endless bugging that was irritating and the day which was not well planned. To Aidil: My anger or merajok will never last for long. Dalam hati mcm nak terbelahak jer ketawe tapi have to maintain so that I'm not taken advantage of *haha* To Hussien: You just don't keep quite around them. Try to blend in, if not tell the guys straight to their faces. I'm sure they will understand.

Sunday: My close relatives came as if they are the ones celebrating CNY *haha* While waiting for them to come, Mama and I had some karaoke session. Pengubat rindu lah konon hari sebelumnya tak ada vocal class *haha*

The house is in havoc man when my cousins meet my bro *haha* It's a bore being the eldest amongst the siblings and cousins. The one who is close to my age that I can relate to is my sis. The rest are just primary and kindergarten kids! But it's ok, I love kids anyways *haha*

Later at night we were treated with some nice movies on t.v. There was a t.v premier of Paheli (The Riddle) on Central and Anna and The King on 5. Anna and the King I watched already. I love the OST How Can I Not Love You by Joy Enriques. I'm trying to find that -1 song so that I can use for vocal class. Haish. Wonder if Jonet has started finding songs that I asked her to burn.

The movie Paheli starring Shah Rukh Khan, Rani Mukherji, Juhi Chawla and Sunil Shetty. I'm quite a Hindi buff. *haha* At first I couldn’t understand the story line bcoz I didn't watch from the beginning. But caught up in the later part. There was one part of the movie which I saw during the advertisement that Shah Rukh says he's an imposter husband. Somehow!! I seem to understand what he said (I was in my room btw) so I rushed out to watch and asked Mama "this is the scene where he said imposter husband right?" She replied back puzzled how I knew. I say lah from the ad I saw. I was also puzzled how somehow I could understand what he said in Hindi without watching the actual scene!! *haha* Strange but true. Mama all the while watch the movie didn't know about the small details of the story while me who watch it latter knows about the story. *haha* But the ending was really a RIDDLE *haha* Those of you who watched it knows what I mean.

Monday: My BF asked me along to hang out with her friends. I knew them quite well already so I don't mind lah. There was Farah, Mai (met her for the 1st time), Anuar and Izzat. Did I tell you guys this particular Anuar is the one who won the Creative Youth Xchange? Well, now ya all know. He's very famous lah with his designs. Talented =) Watch it every Monday on Central at 9.30pm.

We went to the history and arts museum. Arts museum not really gone in coz we had to pay $3. Actually we all don't mind lah coz it's cheap but bcoz we were short of cash and really hungry which made us turn back. We just sat outside where there was a fountain and the blocks sign 'I WAS HERE' like the one at the Esplanade.

You know as it was CNY, most of the shops were closed but fortunately for us after the grueling walk from Clark Quay to City Hall, we found Magic Wok at the corner. It was not a long journey but the growling stomachs all of us had was making it a long one *haha* Later on we met up with Farhan and walked to the Esplanade. He was looking good as always. I kept thinking of wanting to talk to him cuz I’ve NEVER talked to him face-to-face coz we were afraid Anuar and Izzat will tease us non stop. When it comes to teasing others, the two of them are the experts! Had to beware *haha*

Liza and I made a move first coz it was getting boring and Liza was tired as she wanted to prepare for rock climbing the next day. Best sehz!! I love these outdoor stuffs. Only got a chance when going campings only. Haish. But moving from there early also I missed watching t.v premier of The Medallion. *sigh*

Later at night Farhan and I had a little chat via sms. Argh...!! Dilemma!!

Tuesday: Mama woke me up in the morning to get ready to go to the beach at East Coast. Ibu, sis and Khai was already there as their homes are nearer. If mum hadn't moved from our HDB flat at Eunos, I think we could have gone there earlier too.

Short while after we came, I got changed and head for the beach. Wow~! I missed swimming man!! It's been a long time since I've gone to the beach. It's my favourite place ya know. *haha* It was scorching hot actually but the weather was changing now and then. Khai was already swimming when I came. Mizi also loved the beach. The two cousins enjoyed the sea till late afternoon! Both of them changed colour skin!! *haha* Sis and I didn't swim for long coz we had bites now and then. It was painful and itchy. Ibu said maybe it might be the jellyfish. And I was just starting to enjoy the sea!! *sigh*

Sat there by the beach to enjoy the sunset and talked about family stuffs. By 7+ we moved from there and head home. I was a nice day and I'll definitely come back. *smiles*

Oh yeah~ 31 January also marks the 1st day of a new year in the Islamic calendar. Tahun baru azam baru. InsyaAllah akan ku berhijrah dari yang buruk kepada yg baik. *haha* After the Chinese new year, the Muslims also had our new year. Cool~!

Yesterday: The usual. School. I became Miss Independent. Well I have always been right!? *haha* All day with Eera. Siaow2 lah that girl! Like me =p

Today: The usual lessons. In the morning had IAC then had BCM and then lunch and now in MLC waiting for next lesson, PTX. All of us was not eating in peace when the fire alarm rang like crazy!! It was so loud and continuous. Was quite havoc just now. Whatta freak with the alarm going off when there is no fire. Must be some itchy hand!! Haizz... Go home and do usual stuffs. Boredz! Dunnoe whether tomorrow that guy really meant to go out with me. Just waiting for his msg. If he doesn't, I really dunnoe what to say. Well, I'm outta here!

~to ERR is HUMAN, to FORGIVE is DIVINE~