....Geylang Slipar Ku Geylang

*hehehe* Slipar kepe!? Anyways peeps, I had ample time to walk around breezily trying to find my baju raya for this year. This year, it's team WHITE :D Had already plan before hand with dear BF *lol!*

Kan bagos kalau hari2 Geylang mcm tu?! Hahaha. Cannot lah, the sellers there will curse me. Coz no business mah!

After work today decided to meet him up to break fast outside. Suddenly a lone ranger called asking if we could meet up. Who else, it was Hussien! *haha* He went window shopping and then later met up with us at SG Post KFC.

Walked around Geylang, goofing around and disturbing the mak ciks selling clothes and chapal (malay traditional shoe for the males). I saw alot of baju kurung that really catches my eye. But I'm on a budget. Cannot overspend coz I need to set aside some cash for the lil ones (IF i have some) and also for our upcoming holiday! Wee~! Can't wait :)

That's about now for today...*eyes closing soon*

Nitey ppl~!

Selamat Mempertahankan Nafsu Anda Semua a.k.a

Menjalani Ibadah Puasa (dengan sempurna)

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...Rocky Road (thinking brownie ;p)

Today I was really walking on uneven road. Not literally, but metaphoricly speaking. In short, I was in an emotional rollercoaster yesterday. I wasn't spared the naggings early in the morning before going to work. Was already late, and she made it worst for me. Even worst when I reached work. Containing the tears and the uncontrolable sobbing was very hard. I burst out immediately while on the phone with him at the staircase in the shopping mall.

I talked about running away from home or being better DEAD than alive. I did thought of so many ways to hurt myself physically. I want people to feel what its like having to lose me.

As much as i talk, i never did any of those actions. One, coz I'm a coward. two, becoz i felt that its not worth it. Yes, it was my fault. But sometimes, just ONE time, i wanna make them feel how it feels to lose me. She knows very well that she needs me. And I need her, definitely.

Thanks so much for the lecture cum listening ear Shahid. It did good, honestly.

The moment I reach home, I wanted to know my Business Statistics result. And yay! I got a B, alhamdullilah :) If I had failed, I would have cursed and swear to my classmate who didn't gave me the last exam tips. KNN YOU. but thankfully I passed, if not..he's a dead man!

This coming Saturday will be my supplementary paper for F&B. I studied so hard to pass my exam but it wasn't enough. But i really don't mind retaking again. I'm sure I'll pass, insyaAllah.

Two more exams to go..oh no. 3 actually, coz there's another sup paper I haven't taken which is for Business Law. *sigh* Ok, don't sigh too much Aimi. This is important! Yeah...

Well, that's about it from yesterdays news.

Today? Nothing much except that we explored ION @ Orchard. The Food Hall was really STUPID. I don't see any halal stores. BORING SHIT. All chinese foods. How can?! Indian food also not much variety. Spotted one store selling no pork/lard. But, not 100% sure whether its halal. Why can't our food stalls here be like Malaysia?! *sigh*

Went for my first Economics class today. BORING! Seriously dull. The lecturer was just talking bla bla bla. I paid no attention by logging in to WiFi on my h/p, scribbled on a blank paper, staring at the book....

Oh well, gotta endure, its ending soon :D

...Do You Remember The Time (When We fell In Love)

I do, distinctly. I'm sure he does too.

Well, exactly 3 years ago, he came over my house district. He was from work and was eager to meet me. He didn't bring any food back for me as he normally did. But wth, he's here, why should i care about food right?

Anyways, i still remember what he said.."Do you wanna make US official?"

I was like, "are you serious?"

"Tak nak tak per"

"Eh, sape tak nak!? *blush*

Hakz. Very funny but a lil annoying after that. Won't go into details tho. Personal uu~!

I came to realize today that years before I met him, I prayed to Allah to ask for a guy/future husband of which I wanna spend the rest of my life with.

I asked for him to have:
- qualities of a family Khalifah, one who will lead me to Him
- someone who plays the piano and sing beautifully. okok! i didnt pray for that but i wanted that (a bonus la kire!)
- some1 full of intelligence and common sense and who stands his ground like me.
- he who would remind me of my insecurities/ faults and make me see the light
- some1 who really knows how to make me happy

Those are just to list a few. And well, my Dear bf now has all those qualities. Really. Maybe some or majority of friends don't see it. I see him as a person, and I really commend him for all this. Yes, he may not be perfect in so many ways. God works in mysteries. He gave me what I want but in turn I have to deal with a few glitch. He has to endure a few loose screws in me too. Both of us aren't perfect. Our relationship so far wasn't perfect too, but all these makes us just human. And the things we compliment each other just seem to work out till this day and each day forever more. We always compromise and make up for each day that's lost through our endless fightings and quarelling be it publicly or just between ourselves.

I really appreciate him a whole lot coz he takes care of me, he knows how to push all my buttons (not thinking yellow-mindedly k!), he knows what I want, he knows what I need and he help me in any way n every way possibly that he can. He's like my other half, one who will be that person who brings me up when I'm bringing myself down. And when he does feel down himself, definitely its vice versa. He taught me alot.. ok I'm getting all teary eyed now. sheesh.. ;'-(

Well, my last note is, I won't let this beautiful realtionship be wasted away. Not coz of my short temper/disagreement or watever that is I have with him. I get too carried away sometimes. I love him to bits and pieces no matter how harsh and physical I can be with him.

I love you Dee.

We'll celebrate it this Sunday ok Love? Couldn't make it today coz of financial stuff and coz i'm working today. Let's make up for the lost time, but thanks for dropping by my work place to spend at least a moment with me. Appreciate it Darling...Hugs n kisses! (n i don't care if ya All say I'm being mushy ok!?) :)

Love,
aimi