*-= WaKe Me Up WhEn SePtEmBeR eNdS - GrEeN dAy =-*

hELLO peeps! As we're coming to the end of September and beginning of October, as we all know, this is the month for Librans. And I am one of them! Wohoo...! I read 8 Days earlier and they have a column for personality on Librans. And this is what they say: Librans are kind and gentle. They are lovers of beauty and harmony. They are able to make impartial judgements. They are sensitive to the needs of others. They have the gift of understanding the emotional needs of their companions. They meet these needs with their own optimism. The Libran is the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate a beloved's feelings.
From my opinion, its mostly true. I love and treasure the people around me. But its your choice to believe if it really matches my personality. *haha*
Anw peeps.. I forgot to tell ya all that I'm participating in my school's Talent Quest. Wohoo.. Sing again! This time I'm patnering with Yazzid and Amsyar. Yazzid is on keyboards and Amsyar is on the drums. We practised yesterday in the jamming room at CemTa. The others watched and I was quite not ready and distracted. *haha* But overall I think we're ready for it. We've decided what to wear. Gothic Evanescence style! *keke*
Yesterday I watched Amazing Race and I tell you it was fun! Alot of people in the team and it kinda slows you down. And never take their kindness (the family with children) for their weakness. They really come out strong. And the pink sisters were 1st. Congrats! Blondies can also come out top ok. *haha* For the Black family, I was really rooting for them siah but alas they came late and were eliminated.
Was msging quite a number of people yesterday. Bill jgn melambong!! *haha* Msg my best friend Liza, which I'm miting up later, Ais Katak and ehem.. Farhan. *haha* He's kinda swit even tho I kinda feel awkward sometimes. *haha* He's the guy that I'm befriending from Liza. To Ais, sori smlm aku tak dpt bual dgn kau. Aku betol2 da penat. Lain kali kol aku siang2 k. Pagi2 buta bila aku da bangon pon kau le kol. *haha* Mlm ni kol aku la k. Rindu bual2 dgn kau. Suria pon rindu aku. Aku rindu dia punya gila2 ak. Aku dgr skrg dia da bli specs baru. *haha*
Okaylarh peeps. Untill here is my entry for today. To Ms Choo... Class QD will miss you alot when you're away. Waiting for your return next semester alryt! *haha* As if she'll be reading this. Take Care peeps. Will be missing ya!

~HuGs & KiSsEs FrM Mi~

*-= bEsT oF yOu - FoO fIgHtErS =-*

Hey Peeps! As'kum.. I'm back! Keke. Today really had been a crazy, very crazy day! Haha. Jun really was a joke man. She was the butt of the joke. Entah knape nari satu macam kegilaannye dier. Haha. Ate chix chop. Yesterday I paid my debt. Bayar balik puasa la dok! keke. Hmm. These few days alot of homework and practise to do coz exam is like 2 weeks away!! Hmm. Quite confident abt it. Haha, but not doing anything abt it, i mean for BFD test. Hey peeps! Don't forget 2mrw new season of Amazing Race family edition! MUST WATCH!! There's also some new movies in te cinemas. Wanna catch Corpse Bride soon and Night Watch and Brothers Grimm. Maybe on mua b'dae wtch movie with...*ehem2*... Last few days I had a debate with Muz. Yah I still like him and the thing is I am so upset abt the whole idea! Why must I feel that way?? The feelings were previously too strong. Tho I had got rid most of the feelings, there're still some belen2 feelings left. Argh! But.... I'm getting to noe one of Liza's fren. I find his name really intresting. Keke. Guess he got mixed blood. Kinda cute. *no shy ar* Well, I love making friends. I believe that, klu ada jodoh, adalah. Klu tak, lets leave it all up to God. Ther's always someone for everyone. Anw, I wanna comment on Hanim's entry. Not to say I'm offended by it. Tho u wanna diss me all u want its none of my biz. But remember one thing, I never did ask u to break up with Ilmy. I was e one who consoled u to "patch up" with him when u "broke up" with him. Hey u tink I'm a relationship breaker or wat?! I've asked most people and they always say kinship and friendship b4 relationship. I'v stated clearly b4. Unless u'r married then its ur biz to put him even b4 ur Mother. Ur so called best friend doesn't know you inside out and long enough to tolerate ur nonsense thats y she's ter 4 u. Btw. Liza is irritated with you who kept bugging her about ur never ending request for the photos. She already told u tat her computer is outta service and her internet has been cancelled. Haizz. Jgn bual bubble ar. There's alot abt u if I can list out. But becoz I still treat u as my fren and this is how u repay us. Sorry for the misunderstandings all these years. I've never confronted u. This is the only way. Lastly, asal kau bahagia dgn Ilmy sudah. That's abt all. Take care peeps!

~LoVe Ya All~

*-= ScArS - pApA rOaCh =-*

Inikah dinamakan sayang jika menyimpan rindu padanya
Inikah dinamakan rindu jika tak melihatnya rasa gelisah
Inikah dikatakan setia jika hatiku dikunci untuk si Dia saja buka
Inikah dikatakan cinta jika ku sanggup berkorbankan nyawa

Hello guys.. As'kum.. Wah few days haven blog in and so many things has happen. This few weeks had been very tough for me. Came late to school almost everyday. Ms Ng da sound tat I had been coming late. Cannot blame me ar. No matter how hard I tried to wake up early, the bus is sure a spoiler. Heavy traffic man... Anw, I'v been craving for Gelato ice cream tat I ate with Liza at Bugis. Fererro Rocher and Hazelnut flavor again! Heaven...Haha.. Hmm. Been thinking alot also. Wondering too why Fir's blog cannot excess??? Oh yah. I got my result for AFD CA2 paper and I almost got a full marks if I hadn't freaking put the wrong answer. Had to deduct 1/2 marks! Sway! But ok larh.. Better than nothing. Confirm pass lar AFD at the end of the semester. Haha. BFD Im not very sure. Not been studying. OFA we started doing Microsoft Access. Terkial-kial sak!! Yesterday spent 2 1/2 hours straight in front of the computer doing Access! Myopia! No! Haha.. Whats worse was internet access was locked by Ms Choo. So hungry yesterday. Haha... Anw, Ramadan is drawing near and I haven payed my debt! Have to pay back for the days you miss fasting you noe. Hmm. So excited! Get to break fast together as a family and pray. I hope my mens wont come in any of the days. Start Ramadan is 4th Oct and DONT FORGET my birthday is on 17th Oct. So many October babies like Wan (8th Oct), Taj (12th Oct), My Sis (12th Oct), Irah (12th Oct), Sabri (14th), followed by me (17th Oct), Husna (20th Oct), Nora (20th Oct), Jun (23rd Oct) and last but not least my Sis boyfren Hanif (30th Oct) .. Phew... So many people.. Haha.. Fun rite.. *smile*

Well thats all for today. Remember the dates ok! Haha.. My say for today is Dreams come once in awile but reality comes all the time..

~Take Care Peeps~

*-= Ku KaTaKaN dGn InDaH - pEtEr PaN =-*

Hello Peeps... As'kum... Jawab tau,tak jawab dosa.... *wakaka* Me again to update mua bloggie. Hmm. Alot have happen. On saturday pk nak tgk Taj perform pat suntec tp kene balik last min. Have to send my sis home cuz she's schling the next day. Terpaksa lah antar dia balik. Anw, b4 tat I went for Singing CCA audition. Surprisingly I was selected. Quite excited but tinking abt the journey to ITE Clementi very far liaow! Modern dance I long time haven go. Missed dancing. Then on sunday met my galfren after she finished work. Went to National Lib. Favorite siah...Haha. B4 tat I told Liza I was having an appetite for ice cream and we happen to pass y Gelato at Bugis Village. We bought a scoop of Fererro Rocher and a scoop of Hazelnut flazor. I tell you it was Heaven man! A good combination ice cream! Definitely gonna buy it again.. Kiter klu lpas g lib mesti jln2 pat town. Haha. Helped her carry her luggage. Like running away frm home! Haha. Head for Tampines, talk2 and send her home. Helped her carry a 10 ton book! Haha. Hmm. These few days feeling very down and having migrane here and there. Been thinking alot lately. Abt every minor thing. Fasting is fast appraching.. Gtg!

When A Girl Falls In Love

Love
Gave her hope
Made her wait
Making her true to one

Love
Made her to sacrifice
Ignoring the other guys
Just to be with him only

Love
Brought her to him
Never letting him outta sight
Wish everynight "we belonged together"

Love
Breaks her in the end
Fell in love with another (girl)
Was a waste of her time for the wait and sincere

Love
Made her die silently
Asking so many questions why
Thinking this life has no meaning anymore

Love
Causes destruction
Hits hard, falls apart, breaks to pieces
Taking her life was the best idea

Love
Destroy the heart;
Mind;
Body and soul

Love
Don't come back again
She's moved on
Hate don't conquer her

Love
Made her a new hope
She will always believe
"Thers's someone out there for me"

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

~What My Heart Wants To Say~

*-= sWiNg sWiNg - AlL aMeRiCaN rEjEcTs=-*

HeY Guys.. As'kum (peace be upon you FYI)... I've been thinking alot these days. I don't know whether is it so important to think about all these things. What eh? Hmm.. About relationships, friendships and kinships... Basically everything larh. For me, its very difficult to b alone cause I really hate being alone and all by myself. I always want a companion beside me and I don't mind whoever is with me. It sucks being single...in some occasion larh...not all the time u noe... And its so great too being single coz I get to b there for everyone anytime. I need and I want to have someone I can call my own. But I feel right now is better for me to be one person. Hmm. My bestfriend is in the same boat as me. She likes someone that is impossible to get; like me. *sigh* I hate living in a dream especially if it lives in me for a few years. I want reality not fantasy. Dreams are just there to keep you going on believing in it. Life is unfair. Never was fair. Some girls flirt just to be around some guys. Well, thats not me! I don't play with the heart just to satisfy myself for my entertainment pleasure. I expect the same way guys will treat me. I'm not here for fun. Love is not for fun. Lust and sex is never for fun!
My family is always busy. Busy with keeping food on the table. I love my Mum. She means the whole world to me. I may be rebelllious to her in some occasions. I regret that. I miss having alot of fun as a family together. Sometimes its hard to ask her out coz she would be tired and resting after a hard days work and keeping the house in shape. I would always help out when I can. Cooking? *haha* Jgn haraplah. I hate cooking and it sucks anyway. My sister has someone. There's a prob here and there that my parents don't like. I tried my best to be there for here and advice her. She too means the world to me. Adik perempuan mah.
Friends are always there for me. But sometimes its so hard to get together. Mesti ada yang busy atau penat or there's other personal things to do. I feel so lost... At school I always would think abt my old friends. Really miss them alot! I always hang out at school early and go home late. Kadang2 just for fun and hang out jer. Going out with each one of them is difficult too. I'm so free that I can be there for anyone anytime! One stays way in the west, the other have her personal *ehem2* haha. Holidays are such a bore. Thats why u c me so free that I'm always asking anyone out and they can ask me out anytime. I need a life! Well I have a life. *haha* Sometimes wen my mood swings je then the emptiness will fill this shallow heart.

Today I wore my blue polo T. And the weird thing abt today is my classmates look at me 1 kind. haha. Its coz a put on a lil make up today. Klu ada free time je pki klu tak simple je, wear celak oni.I hate it if going to the cafe for our break. mesti makan tak abiz tau. Haiz, futhermore I have no idea wat else to eat. Hate eating heavily in the morning. Now I'm having my OFA lesson. Presentation. Boredz!

This is for my best guy fren,Fir: I wont message you for a period of time. Don't worry, I'll come back one day. I really need you to concentrate fully on your O levels. Don't dissapoint ur mum and urself. Don't let this one year go down the drain. I have confidence in you and high hopes for you. I'll always pray for your happiness and strength. Good luck kz. As for my birthday, don't bother. I'll have my fun. Lgpun, its my exam period too and bulan puasa. I'll talk to you again soon. Tkcr friend...

~TaKe cArE pEEpS~

*-= LaUgHiNg CoNeR =-*

1st Laughter...
Always take the time to smell the roses... and sooner or later you'll inhale a bee. If a motorist cuts you off, just turn the other cheek... nothing gets the message across like a good mooning. If genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration, I must be sharing elevators with a lot of bright people. It's always darkest just before dawn...so if you're going to steal the neighbors' newspaper, that's the time to do it. It takes fewer muscles to smile than to frown... and fewer still to ignore someone completely. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked up into jet engines. I believe no problem is so large or so difficult that it can't be blamed on someone else. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. My father always said laughter is the best medicine, which I guess is why several of us ended up dying of tuberculosis. It takes a big man to cry. . But it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.

2nd Laughter...
Psychologists have discovered that the manner in which people eat Oreo cookies provides great insight into their personalities. Choose which method best describes your favorite method of eating Oreos:
1. The whole thing all at once.
2. One bite at a time
3. Slow and methodical nibbles examining the results of each bite afterwards.
4. In little feverish nibbles.
5. Dunked in some liquid (milk, coffee...).
6. Twisted apart, the inside, then the cookie.
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and toss the cookie.
8. Just the cookie, not the inside.
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them.
10. I don't have a favorite way because I don't like Oreos.

Your Personality:
1. The whole thing - this means you consume life with abandon, you are fun to be with, exciting, carefree with some hint of recklessness. You are totally irresponsible. No one should trust you with his or her children.
2. One bite at a time. You are lucky to be one of the 5.4 billion other people who eat their Oreos this very same way. Just like them, you lack imagination, but that's OK, not to worry, you're normal.
3. Slow and Methodical. You follow the rules. You're very tidy and orderly. You're very meticulous in every detail with every thing you do to the Point of being anal retentive and irritating to others. Stay out of the fast lane if you're only going to go the speed limit
4. Feverish Nibbles. Your boss likes you because you get your work done quickly. You always have a million things to do and never enough time to do them. Mental breakdowns run in your family. Valium and Ritalin would do you good.
5. Dunked. Every one likes you because you are always upbeat. You like to sugar coat unpleasant experiences and rationalize bad situations in to good ones. You are in total denial about the shambles you call a life. You have a propensity towards narcotic addiction.
6. Twisted apart, the inside, and then the cookie. You have a highly curious nature. You take pleasure in breaking things apart to find out how they work, though not always able to put them back together, so you destroy all the evidence of your activities. You deny your involvement when things go wrong. You are a compulsive liar and exhibit deviant, if not criminal, behavior.
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and then toss the cookie. You are good at business and take risk that pay off. You take what you want and throw the rest away. You are greedy, selfish, mean, and lack feelings for others. You should be ashamed of yourself. But that's OK, you don't care, you got yours.
8. Just the cookie, not the inside. You enjoy pain.
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them. Stay away from small furry animals and seek professional medical help- immediately.
10. I don't have a favorite way, I don't like Oreo cookies. You probably come from a rich family, and like to wear nice things, and go to up-scale restaurants. You are particular and fussy about the things you buy, own, and wear. Things have to be just right. You like to be pampered. You are a prima Donna. There's just no pleasing you.

~EnJoY!~

*-=IrIsH - gOo GoO dOlLs=-*

Heloo Peeps... As'kum.. As usual I'm at school right now. Exactly wher? At Multimedia Rm. *haha* Skipped BFD. It's gonna b a boring lesson anw and I didn't bring my book. Earlier on on AFD, some of the groups had their presentation. Boredz! Then I showed some of them the webbie to my Scary Stuff and they were so intrested it gathered up alot of noise. Ms Choo was irritated and she blocked our internet access. *W! (FYI its "watever")* Reached school ard 1.10pm. Went to school with Yazzid. Aleh2 nak g skola dgn aku. *haha* Kecian story dier. keke. Anw, today nothing much to do, jus continue to do our group's project. Wat luck! Previous diskette stuck in the PC until tomorrow then can retrive. Wa liao! We had to do everything again.

I'v known my friends for almost 4 months now. It's been an experince with them. Even tho we just knew each other but we're very open pple. Our personalities are not hidden from each other. Lemme review aite. *haha* Get ready guys for what I'm abt to say. Jgn kecil hati yer.

Huda: First impression she's a fierce person. She had that face wich says, "im arrogant", "im not intrested". *hahaha* I had to approach her. (I tell u e 1st day I was talking to practically every1!) After getting to know her, she's a music freak like me! Keke. Clever in Accountings. Very helpful coz she always help me in my AFD. She's the joker in our group. Loves to make jokes and make us laugh with her non stop sarcasm. *hehe* Straightforward and very optimistic. She's the youngest in our group tho. *hehe* It's not a bad thing Huda ;)

Eera: *haha* Wanita ni! Lg first impression kene Minah seh. No offence sis. But I didnt tot of that when I approached her. Very friendly. I tot she was the wild sort but nope. That's y I always keep in mind not to judge a book by its cover. Dier ni suka minum air milo and choco smarties. Klu g co-op, those are the must items. *haha* Badan dier org boleh katakan mampat ar. *haha* To me, its normal jer. Klu g cafe mkn mesti bli nasi mcm ne tak mampat. *haha* She's the crazy sort ar. Loves to laugh and i can learn alot abt her lah abt stuffs that I don't know. kwang3!

Alvin: He's the only chinese guy in our group. Very talkative. Alot to say about everything! *haha* Even tho there's a race diff, that's no barrier lah. Yes! Very emotional ar at times. Cannot listen to sentimental songs ar later his face will show everything! He's a good friend. Will b there for a friend. (Don 't emo la Alvin. Ther's always a fish for everyone. Its the patience of the person that counts)

Jun: I got not alot to say about her coz she's always with the chinese girls group but can be considered close to us too (tebalik ehk?!). Her english very the speaking. *haha* She loves to repeat the first few words of her sentence. That's weird and funny :D This gerl also loves to laugh. Non stop pula tu.

To Huda, Eera, Alvin and Jun...U guys are te closest to me right now. Thanks for this friendship man! Lets survive this ITE life! Kwang3.

~PeAcE oUt..LoVe Ya..n TkCr!~

*-=MoSt gIrLs - PiNk=-*
Hey guys! Hmm...my close frens have been commenting on this blog. One says it has room for improvement the other says its terrific and should stay the way it is. To me...Its the best! The skin has alot of meaning to me. *haha* Anw, I wanna say something abt my previous entry. To those who were offended by it I'm very sorry. This is just my way of expressing my feelings. No hard feelings. Alrty..now in at Bedok CC..Chatting and updating my blog. Earlier on I went to Tampines grab something to eat and took neoprint with my SiS. I feel comfortable with her. She the best person to ask out with. *haha* Asked Fir but he had to study. Asked my best friends all gone where..haha.Wanted to do my homework but no mood ryt now! Hv to get home early. Haizz.. Last friday was e last episode of Smallville. I feel so lost without it! Damn! When is the 4th season gonna start?! Well, there's still my other favorite prog like OC, One Tree Hill, Lost, Trading Spouses and especially my 7pm and 9pm Chinese drama! Yohoo! =p Haiz...chatting2 jek...da time nak kene log out...haha. Ok lah. Until here my entry for today. Take Care peeps!

~LoVe Ya~

*-= Mr bRiGhTsIdE-tHe KiLlErS=-*

Yo..Wassup peeps! Let me review on what happen today. Well firstly in the morning I came late for school. Supposedly there was an OFA CA at 8.30. I came 10 mins late. N what the heck! I couldnt finish my last page wich contain 10 marks!! Haizz.... So sien! Alot of my classmates too did not finish. Wat a bummer! Aftr tat headed for AFD. Wah liao next got 3 test and 2 presentation. *SIGH* This week I had been unwell. Then got Shingles (post chix pox FYI). Yesterday suddenly had high fever, thats y I was late earlier. OFA was cancelled so we went 4 lunch. Saw that Bastard Muz a.k.a Zack. Finished lunch then stroll down Bazaar (wat nonsense) and saw that Bastard Muz again. U noe I saw who sitting on his freaking lap?! A freaking Minah! Hahah... Not to say I'm very bad lah, but it really disgust me and my frenz (Huda,Eera,Jun and Alvin) too! Fcuk care ar! After seeing tat pathetic couple, we went to Food Haven. The guys bought waffle and ice blended drinks. Huda was so selfish, she didn't let Eera touch her drink. When Eera got hold of the cream using her straw, Huda took it away using her fingers. *Haha* Anw, I had a quarrel with Hanim. I dun understnd whats wrong with her. It's just lame that she wanted to break off our friendship all these years. Im so upset that all this while my friendship was not appreciated by her. Waste of my time taking care of her feelings and advices. Just becoz of a freaking boyfren!? Pls lah. Friendship is much more than a relationship unless u'r married to him lah. *Hanim, if u tink that this is the best way then I have nothing to say and I have nothing to loose. This is not a humiliation for you or our friendship. Its just that I have to let out my feelings* *Sigh* My plan for today is (maybe) go out with my bestfriend Liza or just go home, rest, take my medicine and do lotsa(!!) homework. I cant post my blog at home cause I dun hv internet at home. Ahakz! Its ok~ My last say for today is for you guys to take care of urself. Remember that I'm only One Call Away! *Hehe* And also, Frienship is forever......

~Peace Out Peeps~

Hey'all... This is something new to me. Its the blog of my diary. *what the hell am i saying,haha* Anwz, aku baru nak jinak2 pakai ni benda so I hope you guys like it. Now I'm at school. Supposedly to do work but Ms Choo isn't here. Well, i'll post again. Haha. Slowly ar. Abot my life at school, it's been fun lately. With frenz like Huda, Eera and Alvin as my ''partners in crime''. *Haha* In in class QD in HNitec Acc. Wah liao, I tell you the first time I learn this new subject, I was kanchong like hell! Haha. Did my homework for almost 2 hours! Damn rite. But anwz, I had my first test and I scored full marks. Proud of course! =p

~Peace Out~