*-= A Thousand Days - Clay Aiken =-*

Hey guys... It's been a long time since I update this blog of mine. It's so outdated! *hah* What the heck, as long as I have a blog which I can write in.

I'm gonna recap on a lot of things that's been happening of late in my boring, unorganized life!

Well, work has been so far so good. Each time I came to work there were always new people to make friends with because I'm moving about a lot using all different computer terminals. And it's kind of boring tho to hear people come up to me and telling me that I have a fair skin and that I look like an Eurasian and also that (because I'm slowly growing in height) people said I look like a 15 or 16 year old gerl! Gosh, since when have I not aged when I'm already turning 20 (pretty soon)...?!

My mum and I had a heart to heart talk where both of us were like crying and hugging each other on the lives that we had. I felt so bad and for the first time I really paid attention to what she was saying and really understanding it. If only I could turn back time...I never blamed you Mum and I'm really sorry for I've let you down countless of times. Sometimes learning about the truth does not hurt, it matures you.

Okay, on to a lighter note. Laughed my heads off just thinking back on the incident at KFC on Saturday while the vocal peeps were having our dinner.
I head a loud 'thud', which was a knock on the head for a wannabe astronaut! If you had been to Suntec City's KFC you should know that there is a round shaped lamp attached to the string to the ceiling. It has a hole at the bottom and it can fit a head.
By now you can imagine that a wannabe astronaut wanted to stand up from his chair and eventually he was tall enough that when he stood up, his head literally went into the lamp!
It was a very hilarious sight. The guys who saw that were urging to burst out laugnhing! But we had to wait till the wannabe quickly make a run for the EXIT! *hahaha*

Well, that was fun anyways... And funs over for now coz exams are like 2 weeks away! D'oh, I'm preparing. Can't wait to get it over and done with!

By the way guys, this Friday, Saturday and Sunday, there will be an ITE Roadshow at Marina Square. Not sure exactly where tho. On Sun, it will start at 2pm, Sat at 7pm (my Darling's singing), and on Sun at 7pm also. Initially I was so bawled over by not getting a slot to perform, I even gave up at one point, but then I realize that 'whatta heck, give others a chance!'

To a dearest friend, HaPPy BiRThdaY HaNiM-o....!! ('',)

Yours sincerely,
Me...

*-= KeEp HoLdiNg On - AvRiL LarGiNe =-*

You're not alone, together we stand
I’ll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold, and it feels like the end
There's no place to go, you know I won't give in

(Ahh, ahh)
No I won't give in
(Ahh, ahh)

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Nothing you can do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away, I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close, and it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend

(Ahh, ahh)
I’ll fight and defend
(Ahh, ahh)
Yeeah, yeah

Chorus

Hear me when I say when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeeah, yeah, yeah, yeaaaah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da da

Chorus

(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on
(Ahh, ahh)
(Ahh, ahh)
Keep holding on

There's nothing you can say (Nothing you can say)
Nothing you can do (Doo, do)
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So - keep holding on (Keep holding on)
Cause you know I make it through, I make it through

~~~~~~

This is my inspirational song at the moment. Nice right the lyrics... If you hear the song, lagi wow... Hehe... Only today that I got hold of the lyrics after a looong time hearing the song.

In the morning I had my Advance Accounting test. Have to say it was quite tough. Blur sehz.
But nvmd lah, as long as I pass, I'm happy.

And now, I've ran out of ideas what to say. Till next time then!

~LoVe Ya~

*-= KiAn - MaWi =-*

** Listen to the lyrics of the song KIAN properly. It's really what I'm feeling this week. **

Assalammualaikum....

It's been awhile since I wrote in to this 'FOR LEASE' blog of mine.

Well, do I have time? It's 11.47am now, and lesson will start very soon. Arh, nvmd! Lemme finish this first. FAST GAME!

The past few days I've not been well. Mentally and physically ILL!

My gums was sooo swollen I couldn't sleep last Sunday. Cried my heart out. When I woke up, it was really painful and my eyes was swollen too from all the crying. I was so damn tired, I didn't went to school.

Went to the dentist in the afternoon with mum. The doc said it's my wisdom tooth. To pull a freaking tooth cost $350! OMG!

As I didnt have the cash and wasn't prepared anyway to pull it out, I just asked for some painkillers. It's going well tho but still cant open up my jaw to eat. It freaking hurts!

That was physically...

For mentally. I was quite upset with him. I freaking dun understand why I just can't accept the fact he did what he did. Well, other guys keep it, but why must I be agitated by his actions?

It puzzles me alot. And mind you, I've been trying so hard to accept that fact. Now that he no longer need to book in during the weekdays, seriously, I'm very worried. Yeah2, laugh all you want. When he's inside, I'll miss him. But when he's out, I worry the hell outta him. Bcoz? Bcoz he has start his posting and werking 9-5pm or so. And I'll be worried if he's out somewhere else besides werk (after finish werk) that is...

I'm just so psyched up!

It's true what he did say that I denied. My trust for him is slowly deteriorating... Damned!

Hate to admit it but it's true.

On Sunday when I was on my way home from werk, in the bus, the emotions was slowly creeping in. Upset about myself and about him. Tears was flowing. I hope I didnt arouse any guilt to the person siting beside me that day.

Slowly, I'll try to be that person you want me to be. But no promises.

Btw, dont forget tonight, AMERICAN IDOL IS ON!! =)

~~ Still Healing The Pain, Slowly but Surely ~~