*-= aMaZiNg - WeStLiFe =-*

Peace be upon all you guys!! Wee~! I tell ya, these 2 weeks, I've been star struck man! Last week met Erlin Montel, then Fauzi Laily. This week, not that I met any famous stars but relating to media! I apologise in advance coz this entry is gonna be long... *hehe*

What happened was... On Thursday, Eera, Suying, Diana and I didn't go to school. Instead we went to ECP (East Coast Park) to study our accounts. Wanted to study BCM but didn't have the time. It was a good day to be by the beach but we decided to stay indoors at McDonald's. Little that we know that there's gonna be amok there! *haha* Exactly what amok? Well, there were primary school kids hanging around suddenly while we were studying! God! The noise level got worst man! And soon after that. We were tormented by some cameraman and his interviewers!! The lens of the camera was always focusing at our table. And whatta hell, Eera and I were eating! Damned! Lucky my back was turned and my long hair covered my face. The guys who were being interviewed were very irritating too. They kept disturbing us girls! Walauwe, felt like punching that moronic face man!

Despite all of that, we started to get down to business again with our accounts. Still couldn't balance! Shitty man... All gave up hope to continue so at 5pm we moved from there. Oh yeah. Unintentionally met Fadil (reminds me of Adam AF2) too. *haha* What a small world. When he first msg me saying 'r u at ECP?' the first thing that hit my mind was, are we telecast lived that he can see me?? *haha* But no, he was at McDonald's too. Didn't see him coz he was sitting at the back corner. *LOL* He recognized me!!

So me and Eera head to Bugis Junction to buy some prezzie for her BF's birthday. I think they are having fun celebrating it today. Sorry can't join you guys... Btw, Happy Birthday Kamil! *smiles* Da satu tahun relationship Eera dan Kamil. So happy for them =) Ok ok back to my story. Then we decided to go Bugis Street to buy something else. Accidentally also (wah! Saw so many familiar faces liaow!!) saw Firdaus with his Customer Service @ Changi Airport GF. Well, Fir was my ex. Hmm...so purpose dia aritu ajak aku pegi Changi Airport was bcoz of pompan airport kepe?? Almost felt used for a moment there. Tegur dia pon tak guna, buat tak kenal je. Menyesal ku tegur! Whatever...

After accompanying Eera buy her prezzie, I went home taking the bus. Alone at last... *haha* Had a fun day tho with Eera, Suying and Diana. We should often have outings like these girls! *haha*

As for yesterday, Friday, a day involving alotta media too... Gosh! Tertampal muka aku macam gini. *haha* Didn't go to school again coz no point coming. In the afternoon had to attend a talk by PM Lee Hsien Loong for the official opening ceremony of ITE College East along with my other schoolmates. Before going to school, met Eera, Wani and Ana at Tampines interchange. Then suddenly Ana pulled me to talk to some of her friends. Kene interview lah sak!! It was from some poly students, one of which was an ex-EV Sec, my ex sec sch. The topic was on BGR. How to answer when I got no boyfriend?? *haha* And unfortunately it was a project to be showed to students of my ex sec sch!! Arghh...!! Mampos aku kalau cikgu aku sumer nampak muka aku!! Haiz... I gave a sucky interview anyways... Whatta heck! Well on with the day...

We were all brought to level 5 Auditorium. We were so up high that we can't see satu batang hidung yang dok pat bawah!! Can only see the stage which was so far way. Luckily I can see. I see...alotta familiar faces dancing and singing. *haha* Kecian Ana. Dudok jek tros takda mood seh. Mane Ms Choo marah asik bebual, memory card pula hilang bila h/p jatoh pat indoor stadium. *haha* Funny lah Ms Choo reacted, thot that Ana was mad at her. Eera pula da start ngantok. Yang si Syaf dgn Wani, nampak gaya mcm2 yang nak dibualkan. Yang aku pula, kusyuk dengar PM bebual and tak sabar nak tgk budak2 CemTa perform. *haha* Aidil was telling me that his buckle buat hal bila start nyanyi. *haha* Then when Hussien was singing, I heard alotta commotion. Got irritated ar. Wei, his voice is unique ok... Hmm... Anyways, saw Azhar, Robert and some modern dance kids dancing. The ceremony was quite a quick one ar.

Then all of the students are treated for a buffet (Reception) at Cafe2. Ana kalau bab makan no.1 !! *haha* Sumer dia sebat. It was our fault not to queue in the first place. Some eyes were eyeing us. Who gives a damn... For our Chinese classmate, they were afraid to take the food unlike Ana!! *haha* Ana, Eera and I sat at one table. After our first round, we had a second round! The food was great man!! Pasal makanan kau sanggup datang Ana! Sebelum tu kau blang cikgu kau ada klas agama. Siak jer! *LOL*

After dinner, we head back to indoor stadium to search for the missing memory card. Thanks to Eera, she found it. Bawah hidung aku pon aku tak nampak *haha* I checked the time and was getting very anxious to go home and catch my Anugerah Planet Music on Suria! Dammit man! Missed the early 40 mins of the show!! Missed Adam and Vince! Haizz... At least I heard them on radio lah. It was telecast lived luckily. Have to watch the encore leh!! Congrats anyways to my favourite band Peter Pan!! Yahoo~!! And also proud of our local talent Taufik Batisah!! Saw a familiar dancer for Taufik. Zaihar lah sak!! *haha* Rafi said Taj also danced for Adam but I didn't get to see it. Oh yah, saw Rafi's face too. He wore the clothes that he bought that day which I advised him to wear for APM. Jadi Fashion Advisor lah skali skale. *hehe* He was sitting behind Anuar Zain and Siti NurHaliza. Kesian seh Siti... Ooopss... Datok K actually... *hahaha* Jadi bahan ketawa buat satu hari liaow! There was a little disruption in between the show. It was good anyways!! Loved watching it especially with funny hosts like Aznil and Adi *smiles*

Now at Ana's void deck updating my entry here using her laptop. But I'm alone lah cuz she went up to ga and bath! *haha* She was asking me to update yesterday's event. Hai, bab makan pon nak jeleskan orang (Huda and Nora) *haha*... Then head straight for vocal class. Hmm... How to practice for Teenage Icon. Su not coming for vocals. Aku ni yang ada 3 paper takder lah nak complain apape. Heh.. Ok ok... No cat fights here, or girl fight I should say. Exams are round the corner. The class planning a chalet pon tak tau ape perkembangannye. Plan la korg!! Heh...Ok guys, take carez...

*-= My BaBy YoU - MaRc AnToNy =-*

Peace be upon all of you here~!

Days has passed and exams are drawing near. Been staying back at school almost everyday just to get the facts right. Then maybe tomorrow going out with my clazmates to study. Not coming to school tho coz Ms Choo, our IAC teacher is not coming. And Friday too, most of us are advised not to come to school.

I'll not be updating for some time peeps. Coz after next week is gonna be my 1 month holiday. This Friday the MP Lee Hsien Long is coming to my school for our ITE Opening Ceremony. So I'm gonna be with some of my schoolmates to hear him talk. Then I also got to know Hussien and Aidil is gonna be performing. Can't wait!! *LOL* On 1st April maybe gonna watch the finals of Danceworks. Join Jonet and the gang...

Okay lah peeps... Till here my entry for today. If I'm free, I'll update soon via Bedok CC.

~TaKe CaRe PeePs~

*-= I HoPe YoU dAnCe - LeAnn WoMaCk =-*

I hope you never lose your sense of wonder
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger
May you never take one single breath for granted
God forbid love ever leave you empty-handed

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance

I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance
Never settle for the path of least resistance
Livin' might mean takin' chances, but they're worth takin'
Lovin' might be a mistake, but it's worth makin'

Don't let some hell-bent heart leave you bitter
When you come close to sellin' out, reconsider
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

I hope you dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion, always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years
And wonder, where those years have gone)

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance

Dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
I hope you dance, I hope you dance
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along
Tell me who wants to look back on their years
And wonder where those years have gone)

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To me this song lyrics is quite motivational. For the ones who didn't made it thru, don't fret. This is all about competition. Doesn't mean you're not in the S'pore Idol means you sang badly. There's always a next time. Everything we do has silver lining. So just hope and pray for the best.

Well, on to today's work.... Hmm... Actually I didn't feel like coming to school. Early morning had my mens! Damned! First day summore. Haizz... Then also had stomach ache and mixed with hungry feeling! *hahaha*

Later on today? No plans liaow~. Just sit at home rest and do ALOTTA revision.
Oh yupz..About yesterday. It was a wild ride for Huda. *haha* Something got loose and she asked for safety pin. Then Abid and Amsyar start making alota din out of it. It was a funny moment. Then we started talking about IMH. Now the place has change name to Buangkok Medical Centre. And Abid thot it was a place for circumstition (sunat)!! *wahahaha* Just becoz of the word Buang-Kok... Its up to your imagination how the word goes yeah. *haha* As for Amsyar he didn't know the word 'melondeh' means! It means shabby/loose Ams! *LOL*

Orite peeps. That's all for today from me.

~PeAcE oUt~

*-= FaNcY - dEsTiNy's cHiLD =-*

Peace be upon ya all... It's like 10.30 am in the morning. Still no news from him. Dunno whether he got thru for the Sg Idol. Hmm.. Had hoped and prayed him and his friend will get thru. Aiyah!! Both will get thru one lah! Heh... Hope so.

Well, last Saturday we had vocal class as usual. Su and I came early. Thought of asking for Hussien's help but in the end we practised ourself and later watched the new batch had their auditions for the vocal class. Some were good but most of them...bluek...felt like laughing our heads off! *haha* But I had to respect their good effort. For one auditioner, she was quite slow and retarded, that's what one of them say lah, the moment she started to sang Roy and Aidil were smirking like hell! Got pissed off lah. At least save it till she was nowhere in sight. Haizz. It was funny anyways. Then there was another guy who came and sang like Pavarrotti! *haha* He came for the wrong audition anywayzzz...

3 out of 10+ got thru to join our crazy vocal class. For me and Su, WE THOT we were ready. It proved wrong when we sang. Haish! Irritating ar. SU, AIMI! FOCUS!! *LOL* Susah lah jadi orang popular dalam vocal class ni. *haha* Everytime there's a mistake only, look at me and say "Becoz of U"... Ler.. After vocals, the malay peeps went to eat at Far East Plaza. Saw Fauzi Laily and his girlfriends along with some of his peeps. They were eating at the same place as us. Aidil knew him tho. Muka kalau tak senyum, sombong habis sehz. He didn't smile. Well, who cares. To me he's just another human being who got famous in Singapore, that's all. *haha*

Today... Nothing much is gonna happen lah... Urm, just wana say congrats to Syafiqah who got thru for the Singapore Idol judges!! *applause* To Yazzid, there's always a next time. Don't ever give up your dreams bro. This goes to all my peeps here too yeah. If you have a dream, believe in it, believe in yourself and you can make it. Failure is just another stepping stone to SUCCESS!!

~tAkE cArE pEePs~

*-= FoR a MoMeNt LiKe ThIs - KeLLy ClArKsOn =-*

tagged by Su

the rules: the first player of this game starts with the topic 5 weird facts about yourself, and people who get tagged need to write an entry about their 5 weird facts as well as state this rule clearly. in the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. do not forget to leave a comment that says, you are tagged in their blog and tell them to read yours.

5 weird things:

1) I love to stay awake in the dark

2) That leads me to talking to myself and God

3) I take care of people but not myself. Weird?

4) I hate mixed vegetables but loves other vege. Loves apples, oranges, grapes but despice other fruits *YUCK!*

5) Can be exceptionally happy when I'm hyper and extremely quite when I want MY time only

Is this all Su??? Really man...I have no idea to pass it to whom....*hahaha*

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School has been a total slaker for me. At home do nothing but worry! Damned! I'm doing nothing man. Ya ya.. I know.. My motto was "If u wanna get something done, u gotta do it urself" but reason being I'm so damn lazy! So many accounts entry and revision papers yet to be memorised and practised. Whatta hell~...

Have to do alotta bucking up on all my subjects. All is under control insyaAllah. Just need to be slow and steady but still focused!

Well... All I can do is just pray and stay focus. Next Monday is our Mock Test. I hope I fail...SO...I know where my mistakes lies... *hahaha* Worry like hell but do nothing. Aimi know how to shake leg oni...

At home do nothing but watch t.v... American Idol lah (COOL), Amazing Race lah (SUPER COOL), Dimensi ke-4 lah (LAME), whatever shit that's on t.v. Oh yah, lets talk about Erlin Montel *hehehe* On 14th March was Rafi's birthday right, so I went to accompany him. He wanted to buy alotta freaking clothes for his week to the Anugerah Planet Music. So we were walking around Wisma Atria when someone caught my eye... Fadillah!! Did I say her name correctly?? *haha* I was pointing towards her for Rafi to see whether it was really Erlin Montel. *haha* It really was her! We took the escalator down and she was going up. When we intersected, Rafi and I smiled and told her she look good. She just smiled and thanked the same way like in the drama. So sweet~! She's much slimmer... Oh Haizad ku... *muahaha*

Ok peeps, I'm running outta stuffs to say, so.... in the mean time...

TaKe CaRe My DarLiNgS!!!

~hUgZ & KiSSeS~

*-= FrOm tHiS MoMeNt On - ShANiA TwAiN =-*

Hello Peeps~!! Hmm... *haha* Like what I pedicted, my life has never been better. Everyday I just look at that "Hamba Allah's" sms that was sent on Friday last week, has made me smile every freaking day. *blush* Word of advice: If you express your feelings thru face to face, it seems so much sincere. BUT never I had someone do that to me. *hehe* Well, actually, SOMEONE almost did that but before he even say or do it, I knew his intentions. Sadly I didn't liked him. *sigh* Am I bad enough to reject so many hearts just to get the one I want? A friend of mine said atleast I was being honest to myself, but still I feel alot of guilt.

Ok ok back to reality. Well, about my dream actually. What's with my dream siah? Ace from the American Idol was in it!! *LOL* It was about me already having a fiancee. Was about to marry him summore BUT instead I married Ace. In my dreams I was married to someone else rather than the person I was to marry!? Gosh! Is that a sign or what?? *haha* Funny larh...

And... I really wanna thank Amsyar alot. *hehe* He has been the source for the song downloaded to my freaking mp3. *hehe* Thanks Ams! Pape nak ku blanje, kasi aku warning dulu, jd aku leh prepare duit $$ *hehe*

About yesterday and the day before?? Hmm... Sunday was Mizi's 8th birthday. Suka dia~! *haha* On that day also watched the most fasinating movie ever!! Shane West!! Argh... *haha* That movie was The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen... And a thousand apologies to Liza, I can't be there for you on your birthday on Friday =( Then supposedly yesterday, my family was to have a little gathering. Mum waited for my sis to come back from camp but atlast she didn't wanna follow us. So Mum got freaking pissed. We still went out without her. If not we would have eaten at Banquet Parkway Parade but in the end ate at Compass Point BK. Haiyo...!! Missed Banquet Parkway liaow.. Anyone can take me there?? *LOL*

Btw... Happy Birthday to Rafi and Firdaus too!!

For now, this day, I.... will love you as ong as I live... From this moment on...

~tAkE cArE pEEpS~

*-= MoRe To LiFe - StAcEy oRiCcO =-*

As'kum peepz... Heloo heloo~! *haha* Seems like a good day today. Gonna be a great day tomorrow, and the day after and so on and so forth for the next years of my life. *haha* Ok ok I'm exaggerating here...

Yesterday watched Akustik, the Anugerah boys sang on Suria. Funny lah... Then watched Police and Thief about crows... Walauwe, I still remember the sec1 or sec2 incident where I was literally ATTACKED by crows!! Argh... *haha* My secondary peeps should know that incident. *LOL* Then there was Missing. But incident about Nonoi's murder case flash through my mind. Kesian budak tu. Haizz... Really dunno what's going on in that sickening stepfather's brain. Sicko, sex maniac, jealousy...whatever it is, I pray for that girl's soul may she rest in peace and justice be ajurned to whoever's at fault. Amin.

As PTX was cancelled due to teacher on course yesterday afternoon, me, Huda, Jun and Ams went to Changi Airport to meet Jun's BF. What's with the burger peeps?? *haha* Well, I wanna buck up in all my work man!! Exams drawing near. Insya'allah, one by one and slowly I will master everything in time.

To Jun Jonet who's leaving for Australia in September, PERGI LAH! TAKDE ORG AKAN RINDU KAU! *hahaha* Well, what we meant is the opposite of everything I've just said. Best seh migrate Australia. Takper Jun, insyaAllah lepas aku nikah, dpt suami kaya *haha* ada rezeki, aku akan join kau. Aku bawak family aku skali. *LOL*

Aite peepz...I'm outta here!!!

~TaKeY cArEy!~

*-= FoR All TiMe - SoLuNa =-*

As'kum Peeps! Hey ya all! Wow... It's been awhile since I had a good weekend *smiles widely*

Last Friday my school had a Changi Ecotourism trail at Changi Village/Beach. It was hell of a fun day! All of us had a good time by the beach. The wind was blowing breezily through our hair. Took alotta pics! And crazy videos via Amsyar's Motorola Hp! *haha* It was a great day. We went there after school. And sadly it was the last day for Alvin also. *sob sob* Eera and I will be missing you Alvin. Haiz.

Anyways, after we got back from Changi, Huda, Jun, Amsyar, Azhar and I head for Toa Payoh HDB Hub. Walauwe, you guys ar, cannot tease me for one day ar! In the bus towards Toa Payoh, Huda, Amsyar and I were like talking alotta crap to kill da boredom. It continued until we sat at KFC. Pecah perut sak aku dengar joke merepek korg!! *haha* Tong lah, Pah lah, cuci mata tgk nyonya tu dudok kedai kopi terbuka lah etc2! *haha*

Well, our purpose to go Toa Payoh was to watch Alan, Shahid and Mei Mei perform at the ITE Roadshow. Alan sang Roy's song, and Shahid and Mei Mei sang From This Moment by Shania Twain. To Shahid and Mei Mei, I've seen you guys sing better. Oh well, it was nice anyways =) Suka lah org tu dah ada handphone aru, canggih pula tu. *haha* Then Juwita also sang. Terloncat sana sini macam monyet kene blacan. *haha* But it was a good showmanship anyways. Kewl~!

On Saturday, Mama went out since 7am sending Mizi for religious class then when he got back she told us to get ready to go out. That was around 12pm that I met her. And you know what time we got home? Well I'll tell you. 8pm! Walauwe. The whole day we were out siah. Went shopping around Singapore for ****... *haha* Got lah. Went to Tampines Courts but Mama got fed up with the terms and condition to buy furniture. Then Pak Cik brought us to Woodlands Point I think. Across the Causeway was JB. *haha* No passport so can't go shopping there. Then he dropped us at Causeway Point before heading for Yishun. We wanted to grab something to eat there but the fast food joint was not appetizing at all! So we head home to Sengkang Banquet. Bought some food then went home. Played with my stuffs till the batt run dry! *haha*

On Sunday, Amsyar met me again at Toa Payoh to see Azhar dance. Azhar has been asking me to see his group dance since like FOREVER! *haha* Didn't get the chance to see him perform at Danceworks mah so I went to ITE Roadshow to see it. Didn't know Alan and Juwita were singing on that day also. Energetic betol lah Ju ni!! Kaki patah bukan jadi halangan seh! *haha*

Then the highlight of the show was before the performances start. There's this guy infront of the stage, he was dancing and grooving to the music!! Being the bad students we are, we just laughed at his immaturity! *haha* It was kindda cute lah. Ams bad siah, he went to video cam it! *haha* That guy also shook hands with Alan thinking he's a pro singer! *haha* Hmm... Ams, no hard feelings ar aku marah kau. Aku cuma nasihat kau je, jgn tengok pompan2 tu joget! MAKSIAT! *muahaha*

After the performances finished, Noi, Alan, Ams, Azhar, Robert and I went to the food court to grab a bite. Paiseh lah siah Alan and Noi knows my secret!! Argh...! *haha* It's ok, I'm open with anything. Just hope they won't tease me! *LOL*
Overall, I had a fun weekend lah! So happy about so many things and I even can't wait for my BF's birthday this Friday! Wee~! Seriously have no idea what to buy for her! *LOL* Ok now I'm gonna get serious. Something that I want all of you to know. For those of you who already know, YOU SMART ARSE!! *haha*

I'm thankful to God that finally, after so many nights and long awaiting your arrival in my life, now U are right here by my side, in my arms and I promise U that I'll stay true to U forever. Since Saturday onwards, I take U as my "lawfully wedded" boyfriend, to have and to hold, in good or bad times, in rich and poor and to listen and share with all my ups and downs. For I've anticipated for your company since the day I set my eyes on U. I'll never give U up to anyone. U belong to ME and ME only. Thanks for everything that Ull be doing for me. Promising to keep me entertained and happy always. I'll always take care of you from this day onwards.

So now, I just wanna say that I will always love U my Black Creative Zen Nano Plus!!!!

*ahahaha* What were all of ya thinking??!! Yay~! At last...My love has come along~!!! *LOL* Actually I wanna thank Mama for buying it for me. Bought it at Woodlands. Wanted to buy Applegate Nano but I wanted Creative. Pak Cik was brainwashing me to buy something else much more worth it which was Applegate's MP4. But I've decided what I want already. To Mama: Thank U very much for the belated b'dae prezzie. *haha* Love you always my mummy... *smiles*

~At Last!!~

*-= GoOdByE - AiR SuPpLy =-*

Peace be upon all of you guys here!!

FREAK LAH!!! I MISS WATCHING MY BELOVED MIKE SHINODA YESTERDAY AT THE INDOOR STADIUM!!

Haizzz..... I miss watching Fort Minor yesterday. *sob sob* Well, wattodo... Not enuff cash to watch them. Gotta use money for other stuffs.

Alhamdullilah Su and I have sent the registration form for the Teenage Icon. Lucky You Su! *haha* Well, what's done has been done and let's move on guys!

That's all... Take great care okay. I mean SERIOUSLY!!

~Don't Hate Me For Who I Am, Love Me For What I Can Be~