Sunday 21 March 2010

*outdated post* Resorts World Sentosa :)

Since the other peeps didn't bother to reply my messages for a picnic today, BF and I decided to explore the wonderful but not yet done IR in Sentosa. It was quite refreshing to have to visit a new place in Singapore. Him and I have been to almost all (expect for Jurong Bird Park) the attractions available on the island and we're hungry for more. Hell, I won't expect to see more buildings in SG, we'll go Holidays in fact.

Went to visit 2 hotels (D, we didnt go to Hard Rock Hotel!!) Festive Hotel and Hotel Michael. The shooping alley towards the hotel recep is quite boring including Victoria's Secret. Nothing much, more or less like DFS. Very high end shopping spread. To my horror when I saw Festive Hotel's reception uniform! I'm soo glad I didn't work there. I felt like I was in Thailand's 3 star hotel! Urgh!

We both wanted to go in USS and retrieve some staff discounts from my ex colleagues but decided against it. The weather was not on our side and also we came there about 4pm! Left only 2hrs to enjoy the rides. Where got enough time!! *haha* so we thought that end of the month when we get our salary together we'll go there. Only the two of us :) Can't freaking wait! Will go on Off Peak Day which of course is a weekday duh!

Oh well, we bought popcorn and chocolates and proceeded to Palawan Beach for the Sand Sculptures thingy. Besar mane lah aku ingat ni sand castle dorg buat. Buang masa je. The wasn't even much hype. BF wanted to ride the chairlift but they weren't operating. Kesian impian tak tercapai. We've been on it before so it doesn't bother him that much that today we couldnt ride it.

Head home but dropped by Pizza Hut to buy some takeaways. Ate pizzas and baked beef balls at my blocks' void deck. Passed him some stuffs and formally introduced him to Sayang. *haha* He's still a pussy to cats. Oopps! LOL! Nvmd, he'll learn to get over it. For now, enjoys some of my pics. I've uploaded them on FB for friends view ONLY. Here's some...

A Day W/O Acknowledging You was The Day I MiSS u THIS much..

He's in camp undergoing his reservist in KINS. 3 weeks in-camp training. I only get to see him weekends. On weekdays? We hardly talk or sms cuz he's always outdoors and I'm on afternoon or night shift these few days. He's always in bed early. I miss him. I really really miss him. I'm maintaining the emotions believe me and so much have been dugged out from my "trashes" by that someone. I don't care. I'll just ignore all of it. I don't care to explain.

Anyways, I've been feeling pretty out of my skin lately. Don't know. Feeling of dont know, don't care and also heck care; work wise and life wise. I wanna get back to myself. I wanna start praying again. I've neglected alot of things. Dear Allah, please lift this lazy spirit off my soul. Let me once again be that girl who always meet you 5 times a day. Amin.

Prayers aren't enough, I need action. And I feel like quitting my job and find myself an office job - just for the weekends off. Its hard when he works office hours and I work 3 shifts. I don't wish to continue when I'm married even. I wanna be a FT Housewifey.

I love him. I have always, will and still loving him. He may have done certain things but it doesn't change how I look at him not on the outside, but the inside. I love him. He can make me smile, laugh and cry all at the same time. He can still give me butterflies and make me nervous for our every meeting. He can make me smile unconciously just by looking at his first appearance when we meet. We know what's our future gonna be and know's where we are in this big picture called Life. I pray that Allah will always bless our relationship and I pray that our parents will always give their never ending blessings.

I look forward to our first step to being officially binded and officially reserved just for each other. I miss you Muhammad Shahid Haron. I look forward to our date this Saturday. I look forward to talk to you on the phone at night on Friday.

Lastly, I hate shifts.

P/S: Looked up at Jetstar and they have a promo for Phuket return tix at a frigging $58/pax! WTF!? THAT FRIGGING CHEAP LARH! Sigh, too bad sale promo is till 15th March. If not, I'd already grab it, w/ or w/o the other peeps confirming their presence to Phuket with me and Dear. Some people just don't know how to BEDEK. Hmm. Learn from the expert - ME! It's ok. Will plan with Dila, Hussien and Amsyar again soon after they have settled in their new respective jobs. Planning for July. Hope it will materialize a.s.a.p.

P.P/S: I just had a new member in the house, I call her Sayang. Pls dun flood my tagboard. So damn unnecessary. And childish.

Got my Sony Ericsson Satio bordeaux! Wuhooo~ Parapapapa I'm loving it! :))

Anw, today will be my first night shift. Somewhat looking forward but at the same time quite scarry. Only these 3 nights I'll be with my "teacher". Then after will be only me alone plus a bellman of course.

Anyway, WHY can't people just not be sooo snoopy. I've lost my Nokia 5800 which has all the intimate most private messages that were exchange between me and Dee and now someone just can't stop snooping on my temporary handphone which i had used. Argh! Y didn't I delete them before passing it over?!! So f**king embarrassing! ;(

Thats it! I'm gonna lock my phone!