:.:.: Let's Talk about Work :.:.:

I hate this word, WORK.

It can be define in so many ways which is up to each individual's perseption on work. Once you're fresh out of school, you've already attained your highest qualification (that you can go), it's time for you to face the real world; the working world.

We see our parents everyday slog it out, day and night just to keep food on the table. When their time is up, for them to retire, it'll be our turn to put food on the table and then care for them like how they care for us when we are small and still schooling.

And when the time comes when we have our own family, we will then have to care for our partners and children too.

WOOUHH..stop right there.

*haha* If I continue further I'll be talking about marriage, which I always do to that someone actually :)

So here's the thing, people always ask. "What do you wanna be?" "What do you wanna do?"

I tell myself, I have alot of things in mind that I wanna be when I grow up. I wanna be an air-stewardess, criminal lawyer, journalists, tour guide, radio DJ. I have alot of ambition growing up. Alot of things relating to meet the people frontline, interaction, travelling. YES, I wish to travel the world, and not in 80 days, but take my time on every country. I wanna take the airplane and cruises :)

I can't become a stewardess, I can't work on a cruise ship, so my alternative? I work in the tourism sector. I wanted to work under STB, any prestigious hotels and one of the IRs. I joined RWS but the work is not what I wanted to do. I can't get a jobat STB, somehow it's so damn difficult to apply for it. So what's left? Hotel that is ;)

Next week will be the start of my training. Probation 3 months. Standard lor. And this time, I'm gonna make my work, my passion. Some people work for money, some people make their money work, but me? I belong to that minority, where people work for passion. Nowadays it's very hard to find people that work for their interests. Alot of people I know go for better paying job which does not involve what they like or maybe what they had studied. Weird? In the first place why study that subject if later in life you won't pursue it? Waste of money?? I don't care. I don't care if at the start I'm paid nuts. I'll work my way up, I'll pursue further studies if I have the money and I'll work hard for it.

I knew some friends who had some friends working in the budget hotels. You know how bugdet hotels work right? They earn alot! Their revenue? Those who go in for few hours of pleasures. From all races and all walks of life. I don't wanna be involved or in malay subahat in this kindda operation.

Well, we'll see for far this passion will go and whether that spark will last my lifetime :) I pray God will always lead to do all things good which is always blessed by Him.

On a random note - mirror mirror on the wall, show the fairest of them all...

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This was taken at IKEA Tampines

ps: i need to revamp my room!! :)

::-::- Cream of the Crop and to top it off, with a Cherry on Top -::-::

Well people, as most of ya all noe, it was my 22nd Birthday yesterday (171009).

Seriously speaking, there were no presents, cakes and whatever fancies you have on a normal birthday celebration. All I had were my colleagues the whole day as I was working from 11.30 to 9pm. As today was a public holiday, we hadn't much anyhting to do so the afternoon part was just looking thru some slides on the different themed attractions that we will have at Resorts World Sentosa and the evening part was the best part of all!!

We played mind concentration games, laughed at all the jokes which was NON STOP! I love this bunch of friends, they are the happening ones of all the batches of workers that joined RWS. We also gossiped about some people - DUH!! *haha* They sang birthday song, sabo me by letting me sing. I sang the National Anthem (one liner) by the way! *hhaha* Gerek people, but sadly, I'll be leaving them for a better career advancement in the hotel industry. I'll get thru to all the obstacles and I will prove BF wrong that - "jgn nanti da join hotel, u pula menyesal and nak alik g sentosa eh". I swear I'll prove him WRONG! I have gotten Mum's blessings and I hope God will also lead me through it all. Amin.

And the cherry on top for the day was meeting HIM at the end of my shift. Had looked forward since morning to meet BF. Sadly, its only for 2 hours coz he's afraid he'll miss the last bus if he sent me home. Which I actually don't mind becoz....we're meeting again tommorow together with Hussien and Amsyar and head to Night Safari's Halloween night! WEE~!! Cant wait. I've invited the rest of the peeps but I think everyone busy or short cashed. It's ok. Well, wattodo.

Ok, thats all peeps, I had the most fun time at work for the first time in my life on my birthday. Thanks all for the wishes too. Next birthday celebration for? Mak Busu and Nurul Khairiah :)

*-=- Good Times -=-*

On Saturday 101009 was our VDG peeps raya outing. All of us met late at Hussien's house, at 5pm! No worries, there was transport. All in all, it was quite tiring although only 7 houses. The most tiring would be Shahid coz he was driving manually. Kesian syg ku...

Oh yes, talking about my Dear BF... *sigh* He gave me the shock of my life. Its been some time (a long time actually!) since someone gave me a surprise, a birthday surprise to be exact. *haha* it was all planned! I initially saw that Shahid called Hussien. I was wondering why he didn't call me instead. I pass it off. When it came, I was really taken aback. Muka confem nampak terkejut berok nye! He did it successfully without me finding it out first :) The following pics location is at his house. PS: he had the cake the whole time at the back seat of the car while i was sitting with him at the front!

lighting up candles for the unsuspecting victim! -_-"

and here is the bdae gal, teary-eyed actually!

with the mastermind :) <3

with the people who made my day :X

The day was a wonderful one. We laugh like crazy, make fun of each other, sang in the car, duelling with both cars, visit each other's home, ate at EVERY single house we went and of coz take lots of stupid, nice and "artistic" photos :)

Special thanks to Amsyar, who bought me a box of Ferrero Rocher (finish already!) Humairah and Hassan who got me a sweet bracelet (nice!). Presents are things which I don't want people to get me. Their constant presence are enough for me to treasure.

A special mention for my beloved sister, Siti Aishah who turns 18 today 121009! Happy Birthday & Love ya sis, muax! xoxo

Can I have this as my house? An ice cream top-roof house??

Watched this movie last Tuesday with Shahid and Hussien. Gerek!! 4/5 stars :)

I had attended Corporate Induction at RWS office at Jurong for the past two days. Definitely it was tiring. Not becoz of my lack of sleep. No! It was becoz of the travelling time that it actually took to get there. I didn't mind anyways because I had so much fun doing ice breaking with my new friends/colleagues, we played teamwork games, poked fun on one of the trainers, we had gerek trainers too, laugh like crazy and got a peak on each individual's weaknesses today.

Tomorrow, we'll all be going down to construction site. See all the works, maybe do test runs or learn how to use the buttons and maybe also familiarise with the floor. I dunno. Honestly, I dunno what we'll be doing everyday until the reopening of the park draws nearer. All I'm looking forward to are the TEST RIDES!! YAHOO~! We'll be the first in SG to be riding the cool rides and basically everything lah! Excited to the max :) but I have this one thing bugging me, damn I'm gonna be tired and scared and nervous becoz, we'll have to handle 30k pax once it open doors!! 30 000 ok don't play play!! Well, not all 30k will be riding but u noe, at least 80 or 90% will be queining up! Definitely, I'll take Dear there as soon as it opens :)

Ok, gtg. I have to report work at 8.30am tmr. Luckily from then on it'll be at Sentosa. Phew!

Last but not least, I'm so not looking forward to the peeps raya outing this Saturday. Dun ask me why, so many f**king reasons if I were to list down.

Aite, nite people :)

Me and Shahid watch this two movies in a week *haha




Review for Fame: The songs were great. I love that Marco charater. He's damn cute. *haha* Tho I was expecting to hear some remixes from the originals like Body Electric at their Graduation Day, but I was left dissapointed, together with Ayid. Naturi Naughton didn't even sing the OST Fame. blueh... Overall 2/5 stars.
(currently I'm watching Fame 1980 - I wanna compare which is better)




Review for Phobia 2: Skit 1 - just imagine Hantu Gala. *haha* yup. Typical Hungry Ghost style meets Hantu Gala. Quite scarry yet abit dissapointing coz there was some inconsitency. Skit 2 - a kurang ajar nurse lets the patient die and soul be switched. scarry mary!! Skit 3 - zombie nonsense. u noe the rest. but got bonus, cute lead actor! skit 4: mama's lost her boy. abit tense but then the ending was illogical, as what Ayid said (-.-) Skit 5 - the best! sequel to one of the skits in 1st movie. laughable like crazy!! *haha* storyline also not consistent. yet, i enjoyed the movie!! 4/5 stars becoz of the last skit :)




Yesterday we had quite a big quarrel. Me and my mouth. I just can't shut my trap. Once I start hurting him, i won't stop. I really don't think of the consequences. I'm really thankful, tho he will always defend himself too and say all those harsh words, it's always him whom will give in first and say his i miss yous'. I wasn't ready to give in yet. Yes, hot headed and stubborn.

And the best part was, I sincerely forgot that 3rd Oct(yesterday) was our 3yrs 2 mths anni together. He msg persistently but I didn't reply. We both went online and chatted. Debated actually. I became soo sleepy I just left him at that.

We met in the afternoon after his class. The moment I saw him I felt like saying a thousand apologies. We hugged while waiting for the train. I really melt, melt in his arms. I didn't wanna let go. I just wanna tell him how sorry I was, but I kept mummed. The whole journey we hugged, joked and things became back to normal.

I'm thankful, really. He's like no other. Never will a man be like him, the only one who can put up with my nonsense, so damn patient, and mostly, the one who understands me the most and will stay his ground beside me no matter what.

I love you Dee, this relationship will last I promise. Amin.

Happy Anniversary syg *muax!*

*-= Starting From Scratch =-*

On the day that I signed my letter of employment to Resort World Sentosa, I also rejected the opportunity to work in a hotel :(

I know the desicion was a hard one. I'm starting at Universal Studios from scratch. Literally from scratch seeing that we will be the so called pioneers of the whole amusement park. Its still in construction period. We'll be going down to the site next Friday. Some say I'm lucky. I don't what about it is lucky but its definitely a priviliged.

The briefing day listed everything I wanted to know - which is the career growth. I know I have a Diploma and I should be going for something better than crew. Actually, I haven't got the cert yet (-_-)" But still, its a stepping ground for me to gain this fortunate experience of working in the Tourism industry, and who knows, I might after one year move elsewhere within the park and further my career prospect.

All of this will be decided in the long run. Now all I'm doing is to rest and be fully recharged before I start my new job. Eeerr, now would be only corporate induction first lah coz the park is not up yet what. *haha* Still, I'm excited.