*-= L.O.V.E – aShLeY SiMpSoN feat. MiSsY ElLiOt =-*



Assalamualaikum. Peace be upon ya all! Yesterday I had a fun day. A lot of things happened. In the morning I came late for IAC. I had a stomach ache. I had that ‘girl-thing’ also. At around 9 I reached class and they were revising for the test later on that day. I just mastered that particular topic this week and alhamdullillah with God’s permission I understood that topic which I know nuts. *haha* Supposedly we had a 2 hour break before the next lesson. But they made use of the 1 hour for the test. We had our lunch at Café 1. It was so packed coz Café 2 is closed while Burger Buster was also full of people! Luckily we found seats. At that long table, our Malay peepz in the class conquered. *haha* it was fun eating together. Just feel like digging a lot of eyeballs also! Wa liao! The aunty charge differently siah everyday. Haiz. Hidayat was infront of me but it’s as if he didn’t see me at all. Guess he’s long sighted! *haha* Then we headed to Lecture Theatre at level 3. There was this Indian guy waving at us. I thought he was being friendly so I waved back lah but!! He was waving at Jun instead! Pai seh lah siah! *haha* its ok, I’m friendly anyways. During the test it started raining heavily and it was getting cold. I finished my paper in 35 mins. At first I couldn’t get my answer but thankfully God lead me to my mistake. And I’m confident that I’ll get full marks! Yahoo~! That’s a Christmas present for you Ms Choo that you wanted from us, a full marks! *haha* Some did different question and surprisingly Alvin did not get his answer right. It’s ok Alvin. You can do better next time. He went home because there was no elective of BFS (Business and Finance Studies) yesterday. So Jun and I headed for PTX class. Mrs Tan actually wanted to give us a class test but postponed it to next year when school reopens coz we just had our IAC CA. During the lesson we went to the toilet. The most annoying thing happened. We were on the 3rd level and the toilet nearest to our class was closed so we braved ourselves to go to the toilet which is at the Technological block. I did state before that the toilet was quite haunted. Mind you the toilet’s lights was always off when we wanted to go in but don’t know why there was one day a makcik was cleaning the toilet, the lights were automatically on! But yesterday when we went it the lights were not on at all. It suited with the environment of rainy day and malam Jumaat! Jun and I said our prayers before entering. Before I step foot in the toilet I saw one of the doors were locked! Jun was about to enter the cubicle beside it when I panicked and quickly asked her to get out! We ran like crazy! I mean JUN ran like crazy! My goodness. I stopped at the corner but she still ran leaving me behind! Ya Allah. Both of us actually couldn’t control our bladder. But she lost it a little man! *haha* Luckily I could control. We went to the other end instead. Saw Priya along the way. When we got back to the class, we were laughing like crazy over what happened. Step brani konon! *haha* Mrs Tan was interested in the conversation. We told her halfway coz she was quite scared. So we told Syaf and Aisya. Aisya wanted to go to the loo so bad coz she had stomach aches. *haha* They decided to go to the toilet that we went. Step brani je! When they told us what happened, we found out they didn’t even got near to the toilet and heard a hush sound! Scary seh. After PTX ended we all went to that toilet as a group to investigate further but then Yazzid said the door which I thought was locked was actually not locked after all!! All was scared actually, screaming all the way! *muahaha* Then head to Tampines with Syahidah coz Liza missed me *haha* Hang out with Su also. The 4 of us sat from one place to another! *haha* At last we sat at Tampines interchange MacDonald’s and had ice cream! What the fish! The ice cream cone price has gone up by double! Am I outdated or what!? But I think the one outdated was Liza!! *haha* Mi and Syahidah was talking about ‘gangbeng’. For those who don’t know, in Malay it means that a girl is being raped by a lot of guys who takes turn. I don’t know the English word for it tho. Liza and Su were listening. I thought they knew but no!! They don’t know what it means, my goodness. Then I say Liza is a Kuno person who lives during the Jap war! And she also did not know what Kuno means! Astarfirrullahalazim! She doesn’t know these terms that shocked me. Liza…Liza… *hahaha!* We moved from there around 6.40 when my bus came, had to rush for it. Overall, I had a good day yesterday *smiles*

The year is ending in a week’s time so let’s all just reflect on ourselves this year. Let’s change for the better for the next year. For me, it had been quick going thru this year coz for the 1st 6 months I had been rotting at home and suddenly when I entered a new ‘world’ on the second half of the year, which is school, everything passed quite fast! I couldn’t believe it. I know some of you could relate to this. It felt like I took my O level results years ago but actually it was this same year! U geddit? *haha* Nevermind. I really feel weird. Well, eversince I entered school, I noticed I changed quite a lot. Physically and mentally. I change to be a better Mi and also someone which I’m not. I guess maybe it’s because of the environment. People change with time. It’s up to each individual to change for the good or the worst. For me, I’ve change for the better. Don’t worry, the Aimi you guys know since we were young, is still the same. There’s additional things lah in short. I have my new year resolutions too. I wanna be: 1. A girl and daughter whose priority is God and family. Something like, anak dan hamba Allah yang solehah. Same goes for my siblings also. Untuk duniawi dan akhirawi. 2. To pass all my exams with good and high grades to prepare me for Poly. 3. Get a new handphone. 4. Waiting for my mum to buy me an Mp3 which she promised *haha* 5. Search for love. 6. A reunion with all my ex classmates and teachers! 7. Control my financial status. 8. To patch things up with people I had been having conflicts with this year. 9. To be a better singer and may I get some slots for next year (only vocal class peeps noe what I mean) 10. And lastly I really hope for people to change themselves if they think they wanna change how the world has to work which is to have world peace. Oh yes, I just like ya all to remember all the lives that were lost in the Tsunami last year (26.12.04). I pray that everything will recover soon tho we can’t change what has been done. Its God’s will but never blame it on God because everything happens for a reason. May we all learn and go through every test that has been put to us by Allah with an open heart. Amin.

To Ayid, stay healthy okay. Really, take care of yourself. I’ll be your nurse if I could! *haha* I’ll be anyone’s freelance nurse to keep everyone in shape basically. So you guys better stay fit or I’ll have to charge for nursing you! *haha* Oh yes, to my classmates, don’t forget to come for Yazzid’s pit at Pasir Ris park on Monday which is his birthday! Let’s all go and sabo him!! *haha* Happy Advance Birthday to you Yazzid! Ok guys till here my entry is. Just wanna wish ya all Happy New Year!! I know it had been a great year for me tho! Better start listing your New Year resolutions! Will update after I come back from my hols on 3rd Jan!

~I MISS U ALL!! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!~

*-= WhO I Am hAtEs WhO I've BeEn - ReLiEnT K =-*



There are some people in this world that I wish I could avoid
Whatta heck?! This is such a small world! *haha*
Well as we all know very well,we can't run from problems
They are there for a purpose:to be solved
We all learn from our past mistakes and hopefully
not repeat them again.
In this world, its all about pleasing everybody
One wrong move and you hurt someone
We cant always avoid from these things you know
Nobody is born perfect
Nobody can satisfy everybody
We are human, remember that
We are prone to make mistakes
Unintentionally or purposely?
It depends on each individual
Always follow your heart
Never follow your alter EGO
I've made my mistakes
I have my share of friends...and enemies
I help when they are in need
I tried so many times to avoid making mistakes
But I never do run from them
It is never too late to patch things up
Being myself, I'm an open book
Say anything you want to me
What you see is not always what you'll get
As the saying goes
Never judge a book by its cover
Aimi; very happy, jovial, smiley
Deep down it hurts so bad
That sometimes I have to put on a face
Just to please everyone
Just not to burden anyone
My problems, it will stay with me
If there's a need, I'll share

There are also alot of people I love to be with
I treasure them always
Their company brings so much warmth
Even the slightest care or concern
I'm not the person I am before
I can cry to the slightest things
It's all thanks to that freaking idiot!!
I learn to appreciate everything around me
I'm thankful and blessed that these people are around me
How I wish they will never have to leave
Well, people come and go
I'll always be thankful to God for giving me them
They never fail to cheer me up
Even when I'm down in the dumps
Whenever I'm around them
The problems just seem to dissapear!
I realize that.
When they aren't around
I feel so lonely
So lost without them
The smiles just fades away
I onced said
'' Never find people who doesn't want to be found ''
But its not wrong to make the first move
I always ring them up when I miss them alot
It doesn't matter if they tease you
All that matters is
You know they are there whenever you need them
Don't worry guys
I'll always return the favour anytime
I'll always be there when you need me

I love you guys

Why do I suddenly feel like I'm writing a will?? *haha*

Ini mendatangkan kerinduan di dalam hatiku!

~What My Heart Wants To Say~

*-= TaK BiSa Kah - PeTeR pAn =-*



...Wanna see the pics that I have posted oin my blog much clear, u can just click on the pics aite...

Tuesday 131205 3:40pm

As'kum...Peace be upon u guys! Today is another day at school. What a bore! Didn't go for IAC. Boring ar, so I decided to wake up later than usual. Then had BCM. Tu lagi mendakzz!!! Cikgu pun kene kutuk seh. Jahat sehz kawan2 ku. *haha* During the lesson, we went blog hopping. It was Hafidza's blog. And I didn't noe she was from my school sehz. Then we all go and watch her photo gallery. Alot of budak2 floorball nye pics. Aiyo! Pics merepek siak!! Dont wanna go in detail. U wanna c, go and c her blog ar. *eewww~!* Anw, had my lunch earlier. Ate cheez fries that me and Syaf bought at Burger Buster. Yummy! Then afterwards joined Ana and the gang at Cafe2. Kenyang sehz! Oh yeah, Ayid in the morning sent me a msg. So sweet~ *haha* Hmm. Actually, I was quite pissed with him yesterday night when he msg. He threatened not to call him Shah cuz he didn't liked it. Have to call him Ayid. Muched prefered to call him Shah anwz. *haha* Yups, I went for my elective subject and it was really stressing. The gerls at the back was so noisy! Kecoh~! Then met up with Huda to pass the keys to my locker. We all took the lift and me and Syaf wanted to go down while Huda went up and so unluckily!! That freaking idiot was in the lift. Buat muka slumber ar naik lift. Aku da sakit tekak ar, so I cleared my throat nut that freaking idiot (Muz btw) was teasing me by "clearing" his throat also. WTF?! Watever lah. When I went out of the lift he said "bye aimi". Ko step aku pasal dgn dia je. Aku buat dek ar, I talked to my Chinese friend, Dionne, who was at the bench. Hate that guy.

Btw, I really wanna apologise to Aidil and Syafiqah. Actually apologise to Syaf lah cuz I made a mistake. It's pertaining my previous entry. I said things that I shoudn't say because!!...it turned out differently. Gosh. Sorry guys!

Oklah.. I have no idea what to write right now. Otak blank sehz!

But I have something for ya all today. Ponder about it ok. *haha*
Sometimes what we want that we feel is best for u, we don't always get them and is not always the right thing for us... Right? =)

~TaKe CaRe~

*-= ChEcK On It – BeYoNcE feat sLiM tHug =-*

Monday 12/12/05 4:35pm
Have to do the date ar coz its crazy!!

Assalammualaikum, Peace be upon you guys! Last week was very hyper active week for me. *haha* Well, towards the end of the week actually. Friday ar, all of us was like looking forward to the weekend. *hehe* Specifically, I was.

On Friday supposedly I asked Liza to hang out and asked Su and Farhan to join us. But things turn out differently. I finished school at 11. As it was early, the malay peeps went for lunch at cafe1 before heading home. Some went to study. I’m really worried about my studies. Oh yeah, Huda and Eera was talking about NS and said the guys book in today for the new batch ar. Wan had to go for NS. Aaww. Gonna miss him *haha* I offered to sent him but he declined. Lerr… Anwz, since Liza didn’t msg me I thought she was busy so I decided to take a nap. At 5pm when I woke up smses poured in and there were 2 miss calls from Liz. Farhan had invited us instead to hang out at Kampong Glam Café. Farhan was late as usual. The first to be there was Nurul, Zack, Liza and I. Then came Izad and Anuar. I couldn’t believe my ears when Liza said Anuar was from madrasah previously! Gosh, doesn’t look like the type. *haha* Then there was Farah and some guys, not Liza’s classmate. Then Farhan came. And surprisingly he sat beside me amoung the girls when the guys was on the other end of the table. Astarfirrullah. Aimi what’s gotten into u?? My God, I was so attracted to Farhan cuz he was soooo charming! Liza told me he never had worn that way before. Tergugat imanku. *hahaha* He was so formal… Cair skejap nampak dier. *kekeke* BUT we couldn’t stay longer coz I need to go home early. B4 that me and Liza went to LJS for some food. We couldn’t finish the food coz we were laughing eversince we sat with the other guys. Lawak bodoh! But it was fun. Liza, mcm2 kau kacau aku eh. I wasn’t spared from Anuar and the gang also. Haiyo! When I got home I really shouldn’t have sms what I smsed to Farhan! OMG! Ya Allah, beri lah hamba mu ini petunjuk. Didn’t slept till 3am coz I msg him. He seem really happy. Hmm…

Saturday! Woke up and somehow didn’t had the mood to go for vocal class. Mama wanted to bring Mizi watch Power Rangers at Juntion 8. Ler… But then Hussien forwarded a msg from Mr Baron saying class is cancelled. I hope his mum is fine. Then Shah msg the same thing. Lerr… *hahaha* Then Aidil msg! Got a shock of my life saying they wanna go out. Hai…That someone didn’t had the guts to asked me so his friend had to do the job for him. *haha* Really funny and shocking to hear what Aidil told me about Shah. Malu??! Shah mane malu pe org *wakaka* Anwz, yeah. It was some sort of a double date. Syafiqah with Aidil and me with Shah. Sesatu mcm pompuan sampai! Lmbt! Oklah, valid reason… And also it was raining cats and dogs. Planned to meet at 3.15 then change to 3.45 then at last all of us met at 4.15 at Tampines MRT. Haizz. Took the MRT. Terminated at Pasir Ris then turn back to Orchard. All the way we were like talking amoung ourselves. Salah tempat ar dudok. Suppoesedly Syaf sit beside Aidil but instead I sat beside him. Aidil say Roy came for class. No one informed him that the class was cancelled. So pitiful! Hmm… There were a lot of funny incidents. One was about the concept thing. I first realized infront of me was a guy standing lah. Nothing new. BUT! His fly was undone! My goodness. I told Syaf about it. Ok lah, we laughed abit then kept quiet but Shah spotted it and told Aidil. Start ar. They said it was a new concept! I laughed sheepishly but was scolded by Aidil. Tried to keep a straight face and make dunnoe lah. *hahaha!* When we reached we walked towards Far East. A lot of people. All the way I was hand in hand with Syaf. She was shy I was shy; we stayed a distance from the guys. Sorry guys. They were quite pissed though *haha* Anw, when we reached the guys decided to go for Asar prayers. So the guys went to the opposite hotel for prayers. Me and Syaf rounded the shopping mall while waiting. When they came back we went to Cahaya Restaurant for lunch! Sesatu da lapar. But not me cuz I ate b4 going out. Aidil ar ni paksa2 sroh makan makanan yg fancy2. Aku da kenyang~. Hmm. Well, me and Syaf didn’t finish our food. I almost threw up trying to finish the fried rice. Oh yes, I saw two of ex EV. One was a junior, forgot her name. The other was Diana, Sufiyan’s sister. She didn’t see me anw. After food, the guys just kept bumping into their friends everywhere! Not that it was frustrating tho. We went out of the mall for Maghrib prayers. This time us girls followed. The hotel was really very nice! Comfortable chairs summore! *haha* Finished that, we walked towards Wisma Atria. Aidil wanted to get his handphone fixed. But it ended up in the ICU of Sony Ericsson. What a pity, he had a down graded Ericsson hp to use for time being. Like what Shah says, ‘Allah Maha Adil’ *haha* Along the way we saw a group of accapellas (did I spell right??) in white. Wow! They were good man. There was also a group of breakdancers, not interested. Then we just walk along Orchard Road to see the beautiful lights. Astarfirrullah, Aidil and Shah really was attracting alota attention. I buat dunnoe lah ape lagi. Seriously man, I saw the craziest side of Aidil! Syaf bole join pula tu! The guys bought ice cream. Then we walked back towards Orchard MRT. Pack gila but it didn’t stop the guys from making a fool of themselves. As for me and Syaf, we became their laughing girls. *haha!* Every1 was watching. Wattodo, they are my friends sad to say. *haha* Kidding. But I won’t forget one instance that when we wanted to chase the train on the other side, Aidil ran like a handicapped King Kong! Aku baik2 nak kejar train, da tgk kan gelagat dia lari gtu depan hayalak ramai! Makcik2 dlm train da ketawe2. Allah, sakit pipi ku ketawe the whole day because of Aidil! It didn’t stop there. Shah and Aidil was still making a lot of joke. I just laughed lah. That’s all I could do =p
The guys decided to sit at Starbucks Tampines Mall for some ice blended coffee. I was really full! Full of laughter! *haha* I insisted to Shah I didn’t want anything but still he bought me a Rhumba Frapuccino. My Fav! *hehe* Hmm…How did he know that was my usual at Starbucks? *haha* Aidil didn’t stop teasing me and him. Not fair coz I didn’t tease him and Syaf seh. We moved from there around 11pm. Me as usual go home alone ar but Shah offered to send home. Aidil sent Syaf home. Chewah! Syaf, u better not disappoint Aidil! *haha* Thanks Shah for sending me home. So sweet of him *smiles* He noe I noe what we talked about in the bus and after we separated. Thanks for being honest Shahid =) Overall, Aidil stole the limelight for the day. *haha* I won’t forget the day. Reached home at 12am. Watched Cast Away. Missed my Mulan! Hmm… Was grounded for a day (on Sunday) by Mama coz I went home late. *haha* Alah, once in a awhile. Bukan g mane2 yg tak patot ke. Boleh gtu eh. *keke*
P/s much preferred you guys to keep your goatee and your hair long Aidil. *haha*

Yesterday I watched TAA on Suria. It's a very simple show but with alot of meaningful msgs in between. There's the four major local talents like Taufik Batisah, Khairul Anwar, Mohd Shabir and Kelvin Tan. And not forgetting *drumroll* Siti NurHaliza!! Wuhoo~! My sister. *wakakak* Untuk jejake yg berangan Siti itu matair nye, jgn mimpi eh!! Be realistic man... *haha*Anw, after that show I watched Mohabatein on Central. Didn't liked that show tho. And there was also Anak Bapak on TV2. P.Ramlee my moyang punye sepupu (Saloma) punye suami tau... *haha* Proud eh. Last week there was Kal Ho Na Ho. Sad siah the story (even tho I watched it b4 already). Emo lah, emo lah~. This Sunday is Kuch Kuch Hota Hai tv premier. Yahoo~! Tak jelak seh tgh cte tu. *haha* Then slept ard 1am. Today nothing much. But got to find out Syaf is starting to like *ehem2*! So happy 4 her. She was waiting for Aidil's msg seh~ *haha*

That's all for now. Hope you enjoyed reading these entry. I know I had fun writing it *smiles*
And I'm sorry if this is too long winded. *haha*

~MisS yA~

*-= UnDeR pReSsUrE - mY cHeMiCaL rOmAnCe =-*





(Edited post)

Hey Guys! Its me again! Wa liao.. I had to write this post 3 times siah!! Wah.. Anw, last Friday I had my performance. Got allowance siah! Wuhoo..! Got $25 and next Sat he'll give the remaining $10 for T-shirt that we bought BUT didnt use! Had to perform wearing sch U. Fook siah. Haizz. Anw, I'm glad its over. Oh yeah, hehe, got to contact with Him. Paiseh siah msging Him. To Shah.. I'm not obsessed ok, and I really (!) enjoy ur company *blush* haha. Also I'm very sorry for watever I've said that irritated it. It really was not my intention. Anw after the performance at 9pm, i went home with Liza and Farhan. They commented alot siah. Kene kutuk pun ada. Jahat seh korg. *haha* To Farhan, I'm sorry. How I wish I could turn back time.

Anw, I wanna tell u guys about my school. Wah liao. I really dont believe its haunted siah. Well the lift lobby at our Biz blk and the 3rd level toilet of Technology blk. I always go alone to these places and alhamdullilah I never experience anyting. Jus kuatkan iman jer. These "things" wont disturb u if u dont ask for "them" *haha* For those of you who have "3rd eye", pls dont scare other people! For me I don't experience these things and never wish to experience. *haha* I was possesed b4 but it was a long time. My grandma told me about it. Hard to believe tho. But I just thank Allah that I'm a very strong gerl =)

Yesterday I met Liza and her friend, Su. The 3 of us met at Tampines interchnge and we were so noisy laughing that we attracted alot of attention. Sat at the normal hang out where we like to sit at infront of KFC pavilion. That's where I first saw Farhan (and liza's other clazmates). *haha* Su buat lawak seh. I stillwont forget the EXPIRY date! *hahaha* Then the guy working in KFC wiped the doors vigourously like he was saying hi to us who was siting directly infront. *hahaha* Well, I enjoyed yesterday. But when I got home, feeling so lost whether to msg Shah. Shah,if u reading this, I'm really scared (lame!) *haha* to msg u and also be assured no hopes here. Friends alright! =)

That's all guys, I love ya all. Pls tag me at my tagboard. Love to hear frm ya all!

~HuGs & kIsSeS~

*-= CraZy - SiMpLe PlAn =-*

Hello guys! Peace be upon ya all... School has started on monday and I tell u this semester I'm gonna die man! *haha* What I mean is my time table this time around is very tight. Everyday finish later. Going to intermediate a/cs and Ms Choo said " I wont be surprised if you fail " Die man! Then I have my elective. My took Personal Taxation. Quite intresting ar. Got to buck up this time ard. Although I attained A for AFD, B for OFA and D for BFD, my GPA points is still low. I wasnt satisfied so, my resolution this semester is to do beta. *smiles* Hmm. Enuff abt sch... Yesterday.... I went to watch movie with Liza and her friend, Su and my Sis and her bf, Hanif. Fitri couldnt come along. Im sorry Fitri.. Anw, I watched, Harry Potter!! Wohoo~! Good movie. Its much more darker than the previous installments and Dumbledore is a played by a diff actor. I heard Liza said he passed away. I really liked the previous Dumbledore coz he suits the role. And also this time ard there are new faces. I like Shedrick but he died in the movie. So sad I cried =p *haha* He's very cute. Hermoine is prettier, Ron is the same old goof (I like =p) and Harry is still the best! *haha* Then there is Cho Chang. She played a small role but with a big impact on everyone else. Y u guys jealous?? Its only in the movie that she plays the love interest of Harry. Lerr... And Lord Voldermalt is back!! *haha* Waiting for the next one Harry Potter and Order of the Phoenix. Wohoo! Overall, I enjoyed every moment of the movie! Gonna watch it again. *haha* Then someone already asked me to watch Saw 2. *hehe*

2mrw I have my performance practise at ITE Clem then on Saturday is the full dress rehearsal at Mua sch. Yay! Im gonna c him.. Ehem2! Him who? Hahah... Got lah. Liked him alot =p Then 2 Dec is the real performance. Shafiqah lead singer! Wohoo~! Suara sdap seh. Hussien also is the 2nd lead singer. Bought our shirt to wear on that day. Balak habis. haha. Mr Baron will give the $ allowance maybe on Saturday. Anw, thanx to Wendy for the CD =)

Tonight is the last episode of my channel U program at 7pm. Gonna miss my Ming Dao!! *haha* later today just sit at home and do some homework. That's all for now!

~Take Care Peeps!~

*-= BeLiEvE mE - fOrT mInOr =-*

As'kum sumer! I'm back! " Baby, I'm back yeah~ " *haha* song come out ar. Anw, these few weeks had been very laid back. As ya all noe that we're in the month of Syawal, Hari Raya! Wohoo~! But frankly speaking I'm not feeling the vibe. Well, for the first few daes okay lah but after2 that, boring siah! My frenz all got planning2 go out jalan2 raya but non are confermed, To my friends, mane korg?? aku rasa tiz year takya kluar dah, satu2 ada biznez sendiri. Anw, collection not that much lah. I so big already so no1 give me lah. *haha* Heck care don't care. Oh yeah, few daes b4 raya I met with a long time friend. Well didn't talk lah. Actually I saw Hanim n Ilmy. I seriously didn't see them that time when me and my sis was at S'pore Post KFC, until my sis asked me to turned then I realize they were there. I tot I want to 'tegur' them but seems she's still keeping the grudge huh.. Watever... Next week school is starting after a 1 month break. During my break, I did went out; almost everyday! Haha. Break fasting with my friends and also watching movies! *hehe* I watched Sky High with Sis and Liza. Cool movie btw! Then watched Doom with Azhar. Great movie also! There was a few mins in the movie that it is actually changed into a game cuz originally this movie was based on a vedio game. Cool~! Maybe later on today I'm watching Exorcism with Emily Rose with Liza. Was gonna watch with Farhan but he got shooting for Canon DigiFest. Haizz.. And then! *haha* I'm gonna watch Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire with my sis, Liza and maybe with Fitri. She loves Harry.. *haha* At home on Wed to Fri I MUST watched my Prince Who Turns Into A Frog. *haha* I love the song and the actors! So cute! And my chinese friends from my vocal class is always talking to me about the show. One of them even have their pics! *envious grin* Mei Mei, dont forget to send me Dang-Ou's pic and burn the soundtrack! *haha* Oh yesh, last Saturday was the start of our practise for choir on 2nd Dec at school. Sing old song siah! After that had my vocal class lah. I tell u, this was the funniest lesson! Laugh non stop! *haha* Then I got to find out something new about Aidil. He's very the religious time, meaning he didn't leave his prayers even tho he's outsite. Takda compass but he still prayed. I wonder how he measured. Anw, now I'm at my uncle's hs. Overnyt here then later in the morning he will send home. Gotta go slip now! Take care guys!

~HuGs & KiSsEs~

*-= aLL AbOuT uS - T.A.T.U =-*

Hi Guys...As'kum sumer.. Today is the 20th day of Ramadan. Wow, how time flies and I've enjoyed to the fullest last week. Next is is Hari Raya!! Yahoo..! Wow, alot of preparations have to be done. Mum hasn't been to Geylang yet to buy Raya stuffs. Always last min. *haha* Anw, sorry guys I ouldn't be there. I really dislike going Geylang. On dat day I went out with my long time friend that I haven't seen in a year! *haha* Decided to meet Fir at City Hall. I think we rounded that place 3 times! *haha* Sorry Fir I had to bring you here and there. Bila ada tmpt dudok tak nak dudok ehk?! Hehe. We break fast at KFC Peninsular Plaza. This time around no funny faces coz the restaraunt was switched to Warna(94.2fm). Talked alot about everything and oh yeah! Haha. His hair was different and much more better. Keep it that way Fir. *hehe* When it was time to go home I knew was gonna send me but I told him earlier that I'm going home alone. But the stubborn him, he still insisted on it, so ok loh.. I got the presents he meant to give me. I really appreciate it alot altho I wasn't expecting anything. I'm 18 already, no need for presents. *haha* Well, Ii don't need to tell u all wat he gave me right. As long as I noe, he noes, u don't know, its better that way. *haha* Then yesterday I went over to my gr8 grandma's hs to send her the marble cake that I love (!!) so much. Ais, sorry I can't take ur order. Too late lah. Anw, later when Raya u come my house u just eat whats there lah. Gelojoh tak nak kasi org lain makan. *haha* Btw, its her and Fitris favorite, the marble choco ake. Hehe. Today I'm out at Bedok CC. Trying to change my blog skin and checked my Friendster. Boring.. Ok lah.. Till then... To all Muslims, Selamat Hari Raya!! I'll be giving out ards soon, Ii hope.. *haha*

~HuGs & KisSEs~

*-= I TuRn To yOu - ChRiStInA AgUiLeRa =-*

Hello Guys!! Wah so much has happened *haha* especially since the last two days! Mua b'dae mah! ok tis is gonna be long but not long winded!! *haha* On Sunday (16th Oct) I went out with Liza. We met at City Hall and tot of going Lau Pa Sat but ni lah satu2 fickle minded. At last we went to KFC at Suntec City. Earlier on we saw a lady trying to pick a fight with a guy who was walking with his girlfriend. What kinfda attitude she trying to portray siah in the month of Ramadhan. Haizz... No patience. Anwz, we sat at KFC like less than two hours to break fasting. We were like watching the Chine people there eating their delicious food! Haha. Me and Liza pass the time by taking crazy pics using her digi cam and my h/p. Haha. Gila2.. Then there was this Chinese family which had two cute boys. Me and Liz were playing with them and the cute boy was responding so cutely and shyly while being fed by the mother. Then 3 malay teenagers came in, 2 gerls and a guy. 15 mins to Azan, we bought our food and the gerls followed us. If we didnt stand up to buy I think they also wont buy. *haha* Funny.. 1 min away and I called mama to hear the Azan so we could enjoy our food. Mum said can eat already. But then I hung up and called again and mum got frustrated. Haha. The guy sitting across me and Liz with his galfren was asking Liza wheter we could eat. Fuuny reaction siah! And Liza said can but still the malays arounf us didnt eat. They had been looking at us for confirmation. I told Liz, If they dun wanna eat their prob ar I wanna eat! Haha. Then all of them tuck into their food. After dinner Liz wanted to wash hands and the mirror was teasing her coz it was put up high. Haha. Next time wear heels Liz! =p We decided to head for Esplanade where we took alot of crazy pics. Liza bcame the Charli Chaplin while I became the Minah Payong. Haha. Ice cream became the topic for that moment so we head for Bugis. Liza had McDonalds Flavor Bust and I had Gelato Ferrero Rocher and Hazelnut. Heaven! Liz felt thirsty so she bought Slurpee at 7-11. It was near to 9 went we decided to head home. I accompany Liz to Tampines and went our separate ways at the inter. She accompanied me b4 my bus came. What else...Take Pics again lah!! haha. To Liza: Thanks alot for being the fren when I want you the most. Thanx 4 the b'dae wishes also. I really had a great time spending with you on Sunday. Love u gal! Then later at 11, Huda msg me wishing me an advance bdae cuz she was going to bed. Haha. Thanx Huda and Ais too! Was going out with her, Fitri and Suria on Mua actual day. Haha Thats my next story..

On Monday (17th Oct) I had my BFD exam. And die2 i tot it was at 11.30 when Alvin told me that the exam starts at 11 and i was actualli late! Heng ar I wasnt barred frm the exam luckily! I finished my pp ard 12.15. Haha. I lazy to squeeze my brain 4 ans I dun noe. =p Met up with Huda, Eera and Jun outsite the stadium. Eera and Jun wished me. Thanx guys! Then up ahead I saw Murni. She also wished me and told me about Saturdays outing. In my heart I was thinking, What fun will I have siah being there. Im not two faced u noe. And futher more I have my Vocal Lesson and I'll be break fasting with my vocal mates. Cant wait! haha. Then I met Ais and Suria at 5+ at Banquet Raffles Hospital. Firti came later. Wah I tell u, i MISS them alot man! We had our dinner. I had hor fun. Kenyang smpi tak habis! Haha. Then Ais handed me a prezzie they all shared. Sweet! Thanx guys altho I didn't expect any present frm any1. Its really the tot that counts to me. We walked thru Suntec to Esplanade (again!) and Ais was always wanting to fart. haha. Sopan ar gitu tak ketot depan org. Then Suria kept burping all the way! My goodness. Uncountable sehz! Yeah Fitri,we had to endure it but it was fun anwz! =) At the Esplanade we took alot of crazy pics and sum of them were quite blur cuz Ais hands were shaky. I post some of the pics in my friendster already. Haha. Crazy siah they all, like mi! I didnt noe Fitri and Suria went for supper after we went home! Haha. Typical Fitri. At home I msg Azhar (Amsyar's friend). Haha. He gv me the same msg twice. Then Fir also msg me. Fir! Dont spend too much lah! Haha. Thanx anwz even tho I haven't got them =)

That's about all. Haha. Long right my essay! LOL.. tHANX to Farhan, Su, Hidayah, mua Sis, Ct Nuraini., Syahidah and Amsyar and org yg sewaktu dengannye, thanx 4 the b'dae wishes! I love you guys!! This year is really fun and memoriable. *MuAkZ!*

~HuGs & KiSsEs FrM mI~

*-= HeLlO - eVaNeScEnCe =-*

Hello Peeps..! As'kum sumer muslimin dan muslimah. Haha. Time bulan puasa ni kene sopan sikit. Kekeke. Quite awile I didn't update mua blog. Had a great weekend with mua family and friends. I had a great time fasting and break fasting with my family. Break fast ousite leceh ar. Helped mua mum in the kitchen. Santapan yang menyelerakan alhamdullilah. On Saturday, Ibu, Sis and mua cousin Khai came to mua house. So many food on the table that couldn't finish. Buat utk sahur the next day. Sis wanted to burn sum cds and had to buy them at the Econ Minimart downstairs. Leceh ar! Haha. But for my Sis sake, just buy lah. Later at night Liyana msged me. We were talking about the love triangle in our singing class. Haha. Dun worry sis, ur secret safe with me.. *smiles* Haiz.. Farhan2... U noe someone got bf already, y must chase something that u noe u will never get. Hahakz.. Like me.. Anwz, taht night (I think) channel 5 was playing my favorite movie, BeetleJuice. I was hoping for it to air and I got my wish. Keke. The next dae mama wanted to go Geylang but OMG! Count me out man! I hate crowded places.. But we went shopping for house stuffs at Hougang point NTUC. Bought so much stuff. Kwang3.. Maybe tonight for break fast I gonna cook Dory Mayo.. Yummy... ! Puasa Aimi.. =P Then yesterday went study with Ana, Abid, Nora and Amsyar joined us later, at National Lib. We did our a/cs hmwork. Exam is just around the corner and I haven't touched my BFD book to study!! Haha. Typical Aimi.. =p then the 5 of us went around Bugis and took some noeprints. Abid was posing his abs only. Haha. But the machine spoil ar! It took so many shots and we got to choose only 4 pics coz time ran out. But they were nice =) Sadly 1 of my pic dropped while I took $ from my wallet. Haizz.. Anw, Could'nt break fast with them coz had to accompany mua mummy. But in the end came home late. Blame the slow bus 51 that I took from Bugis. Went to Hougang Mall to but my usual at Old Chang Kee and went to Four Leaves to buy mum's favourite Fruit Tart. There was no cream puff. Hmm. And bought mua Bro sugar donuts. His fav. Hehe. He was so happy he gave a me a peck at the cheeks. Swit.. =) Haiyo! And I forgot about my Chinese drama. Last episode siah. Could only see the ending. No idea how the evil was defeated. Can someone tell me??! Haha. Nt important anw.

Now Im in the library and its so cold. So lazy to wake up early this morning. Had stomach aches. Then AFD just now only revise our homework that Ms Ng gave fully loaded! Haha. Sway ar I saw that Biyol at the interchnge with his 19 yr old gf ;p. Lucky he didnt board the same bus as me. I'm over him!! Yahoo...!! Pass few days had been msging Him only.. Hehe.. Him who?? Farhan lah. Wow, there' so many Farhan tat I know.. But I never confuse them. Haha. Each one is different. Liza was also msging me yasterday abt Adi. Haha. Lain yg dicari lain yg datang.. And her handphone is still in Starhub "ICU". Hehe. Patience Liza =P Oh haha. Now I'm in Msn with Fitri. Miss her alot man. Later 17th Oct we're going out together2 okaiz! Haha. Kluar ramai2 buka pat luar =) So happy.. Wanting to watch Duece Bigalow and Skeleton Key. Ok lah. Till here is my post for today. Update again soon when I have the time.

*I wanna wish Happy Advance Birthday to the people I care most. Tomorrow are their birthdays. Eera, Taj and my beloved Sis. May all your hopes and dreams come true! *

~TaKe CaRe Ya aLl~

*-= WhErE aRe YoU =-*

I know you're out there baby
Somewhere . .
There's someone out there for me (I know there's somebody out there)
I know she's waiting so patiently
Can you tell her name (Won't somebody tell me her name)
This lifelong search is going to drive me insane (That's right)
How does she laugh, how does she cry
Whats the color of her eyes
Does she even realize, I'm here
Where is she, where is she, where is she
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she, who is she
Who's going to complete my world
Where is she, where is she, where is she
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she, who is she
Who's going to complete my world
Da da da da da
Where are you . . .
I'm staring out at the sky (I see you baby)
Praying he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (I'm right here) yeah yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh, how does he cry
Whats the color of his eyes
Does he even realize, I'm here
Where is he, where is he, where is he
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he
Who's going to take me so high
Where is he, where is he, where is he
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he
Who's going to take me so high Lalalaa(Where are you)
There's someone out there for me (There's someone out there for me)
I know she's waiting so patiently (so patiently)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This lifelong search is going to drive me insane; Thats right
How does he laugh, how does he cry
Whats the color of his eyes
Does he even realize, I'm here
Where is she, where is she, where is she
Where is this beautiful girl
Who is she, who is she
Who's going to complete my world

Where is he, where is he, where is he
Where is this beautiful guy
Who is he, who is he
Who's going to take me so high
Lalalaalalaa
I know you're out there
Lalalaalalaa
Where are you
I'm going to look all over the world baby
Because I know you're out there
I know it might sound crazy but I think I love you
Lalalaalalaa

Where are you

This song was sang by Natalie. Sweet right the lyrics...??! This is going out to that special someone that I had adored so much. My breaks to pieces just not knowing you're not right here with me. *smiles* May soon we be united. . .

First day of fasting month. I woke up at 4.30 and it was raining cats and dogs. My goodness. It was cold man. Had my bath also. Bbrrr.. *Haha* Insya'Allah puasa kita sumer sampai yer. Jgn batalkan dgn membuat kerja tak berfaedah. Slmt berbuka puasa nanti. *Hehe*

~Love Ya All~

*-= i dOn'T nEeD yOu - MaIa LeE =-*

Hello Peeps... As'kum sumer sahabat2 kuz.. *smiles* Wow it has been a great week so far. Lets start from Friday. As ya all know I had my talentime at school last friday. And I tell u it was fun seh had myself dressed up from different people. *haha* Lead singer mah.. I tot I did well but when I saw Ana's vedio cam, I didnt perform as well as they say I did. Hmm.. Amsyar was as always cool on the drums smpi ada org da terpikat pat dier. Hehe. Secret.. And Yazzid was as always smooth with the keyboards. Kak Wati joget solo lah siah. Power lah fighter! Yohoo! Tapi apa seh.. Dia tak menang. Taj, Zaihar and Shamsul visited us, watched us performed. Liza and *sweet* Farhan wanted to come over and watch but sesatu ada hal sendiri. But its ok, its the tot that counts man. *smiles* Balik apa lagi, Huda, Eera and Jun, we all headed to As-shifaa for a plate of their delicious nasi ayam!! Power dok! Aku da peluh2 jln2. Haha. But fun lah. Tak abis2 kacau Jun. Eera ar ni suka cubit2 dada org! Haha. After full eating, Era went off to meet Kamil. Huda, Jun and I head for Paragon. Wa liao. I was damn tired siah frm the walk. Huda and Jun stayed to watch the Fashion Show. Aku da tak le angkat aku balik. Walk frm Paragon to Peninsular Plaza. Perspire like hell siah. *pakai aju dua lapis mcm ne!* haha. And I tot I saw Fir siah. But no ar. It wasnt him.

On Saturday I had my singing lesson ai ITE Clementi. I just joined for two weeks and so many things was going around. Aidil, Hussien, Roy, Liyana, Saadah, Suharty, Sharil and I were the malays there. Sharil looks like Fauzi Laily siah! Haha. Toking about that, Congratz to Khairul Anwar!! Memang expected that you win. Hehe. Singing lesson fun ar. Individual singing. Kesian Hussien kene nyanyi 6 kali jus to get the right tone of the song!! Wah liao. Haha. Hmm. Went home with the malay peeps. Walked towards mrt. Farhan ni, haiz.. I don't know what to say lar. I've just known u guys for 2 weeks. And I like someone else. haha. Name dia pon Farhan.. =p *not shy ar!!* Haha. I believe that if you want to get something done you have to do it yourself even if it makes you a thick skinned person!! Haha. That's me. Went to Tampines to meet Mama with Mizi and Cik Talib. Wow, da dapat gaji, apalagi, shopping ar!! Mizi bought a pair of roller blades and Cik Talib bought a new hp Nokia NGage QD. Boring. Tak abis2 dgn game. If me I want the new Motorola model got MP3. My b'dae cuming up. Apa lagi, belikan ar! Haha. Then headed for Marine Parede. Ate at Banquet. Bli fish and chips. Wow! Kenyang.. tot of going to Geylang but I head it was packed like hell and I hate crowded places. Went around shopping for clothes and wallet. I bought ice cream at New Zealand. Tak sesedap pat Gelato ar. Hehe. Head home by taxi. The queue was long but no taxis ard! Arghh.. Found taxi only outside MP. Balik lepak.

The next morning, on Sunday, tot wanted to accompany Liza to send her hp at "icu" hehe. Hp hp was 'ngiao2'. Haha. But couldn't go coz ada family gathering in celebration for Hidayat's 1st b'dae. So cute my boy. Haha. The cake my mom bought at Four Leaves was not what I liked coz it was strawberry in flavor. Yuck. keke. I love chocolate. Jus ate the chocz my mom bought at Watson.

On Monday which was yesterday, I didn;t went to school. There was no AFD, so I went to meet Ana at her house in Bedok. Watched the vedio that she recorded that day. Haha. Sik focus kat org tu ajer. My lips are sealed =p She served me despite her fasting. Buat susah2 jer. Talk to her alot of things. Starting to get close *smiles* Then at ard 3.30 met Liza at inter. Terserempak dgn Eera. Cabut BFD eh korg! haha. jd mcm aku la tak ya dtg sch. haha. Mi and Liza head for Tampines to watch movie!! Wohoo.. Da lame tak tgk wayang! We watched Corpe Bride. I tell you the movie was so beautiful, it had a nice ending and the story was very touching. U guys shld watched. Liza was excited abt the movie. Hmm. Each time we went to TM mesti tgk mat pat Gelare tu. Haha. Clon Azhar.. Hehe. I tink tat guy recognised us already cuz we always hang ard there. Haha. Fun seh the movie =) Next time gonna watch with eherm2... Kwang3!

For today, I cant wait to fast tomorrow! Wohoo! Just now reaches sch at 8.30 am. Skipped BFD went to Tamp inter for lunch at KFC. Round2 TM for awile. Amy bought prezzie. Keke siak jln dgn Wanie, Amy and Wanie. Haha. Now at comp lab.

Kpd org yg sewaktu dgn nye, di hari baik bulan baik, ku pohon ampun da maaf. Slamat Berpuasa sumer. Hindari dari dosa.

~Love Ya Guys!~

*-= WaKe Me Up WhEn SePtEmBeR eNdS - GrEeN dAy =-*

hELLO peeps! As we're coming to the end of September and beginning of October, as we all know, this is the month for Librans. And I am one of them! Wohoo...! I read 8 Days earlier and they have a column for personality on Librans. And this is what they say: Librans are kind and gentle. They are lovers of beauty and harmony. They are able to make impartial judgements. They are sensitive to the needs of others. They have the gift of understanding the emotional needs of their companions. They meet these needs with their own optimism. The Libran is the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate a beloved's feelings.
From my opinion, its mostly true. I love and treasure the people around me. But its your choice to believe if it really matches my personality. *haha*
Anw peeps.. I forgot to tell ya all that I'm participating in my school's Talent Quest. Wohoo.. Sing again! This time I'm patnering with Yazzid and Amsyar. Yazzid is on keyboards and Amsyar is on the drums. We practised yesterday in the jamming room at CemTa. The others watched and I was quite not ready and distracted. *haha* But overall I think we're ready for it. We've decided what to wear. Gothic Evanescence style! *keke*
Yesterday I watched Amazing Race and I tell you it was fun! Alot of people in the team and it kinda slows you down. And never take their kindness (the family with children) for their weakness. They really come out strong. And the pink sisters were 1st. Congrats! Blondies can also come out top ok. *haha* For the Black family, I was really rooting for them siah but alas they came late and were eliminated.
Was msging quite a number of people yesterday. Bill jgn melambong!! *haha* Msg my best friend Liza, which I'm miting up later, Ais Katak and ehem.. Farhan. *haha* He's kinda swit even tho I kinda feel awkward sometimes. *haha* He's the guy that I'm befriending from Liza. To Ais, sori smlm aku tak dpt bual dgn kau. Aku betol2 da penat. Lain kali kol aku siang2 k. Pagi2 buta bila aku da bangon pon kau le kol. *haha* Mlm ni kol aku la k. Rindu bual2 dgn kau. Suria pon rindu aku. Aku rindu dia punya gila2 ak. Aku dgr skrg dia da bli specs baru. *haha*
Okaylarh peeps. Untill here is my entry for today. To Ms Choo... Class QD will miss you alot when you're away. Waiting for your return next semester alryt! *haha* As if she'll be reading this. Take Care peeps. Will be missing ya!

~HuGs & KiSsEs FrM Mi~

*-= bEsT oF yOu - FoO fIgHtErS =-*

Hey Peeps! As'kum.. I'm back! Keke. Today really had been a crazy, very crazy day! Haha. Jun really was a joke man. She was the butt of the joke. Entah knape nari satu macam kegilaannye dier. Haha. Ate chix chop. Yesterday I paid my debt. Bayar balik puasa la dok! keke. Hmm. These few days alot of homework and practise to do coz exam is like 2 weeks away!! Hmm. Quite confident abt it. Haha, but not doing anything abt it, i mean for BFD test. Hey peeps! Don't forget 2mrw new season of Amazing Race family edition! MUST WATCH!! There's also some new movies in te cinemas. Wanna catch Corpse Bride soon and Night Watch and Brothers Grimm. Maybe on mua b'dae wtch movie with...*ehem2*... Last few days I had a debate with Muz. Yah I still like him and the thing is I am so upset abt the whole idea! Why must I feel that way?? The feelings were previously too strong. Tho I had got rid most of the feelings, there're still some belen2 feelings left. Argh! But.... I'm getting to noe one of Liza's fren. I find his name really intresting. Keke. Guess he got mixed blood. Kinda cute. *no shy ar* Well, I love making friends. I believe that, klu ada jodoh, adalah. Klu tak, lets leave it all up to God. Ther's always someone for everyone. Anw, I wanna comment on Hanim's entry. Not to say I'm offended by it. Tho u wanna diss me all u want its none of my biz. But remember one thing, I never did ask u to break up with Ilmy. I was e one who consoled u to "patch up" with him when u "broke up" with him. Hey u tink I'm a relationship breaker or wat?! I've asked most people and they always say kinship and friendship b4 relationship. I'v stated clearly b4. Unless u'r married then its ur biz to put him even b4 ur Mother. Ur so called best friend doesn't know you inside out and long enough to tolerate ur nonsense thats y she's ter 4 u. Btw. Liza is irritated with you who kept bugging her about ur never ending request for the photos. She already told u tat her computer is outta service and her internet has been cancelled. Haizz. Jgn bual bubble ar. There's alot abt u if I can list out. But becoz I still treat u as my fren and this is how u repay us. Sorry for the misunderstandings all these years. I've never confronted u. This is the only way. Lastly, asal kau bahagia dgn Ilmy sudah. That's abt all. Take care peeps!

~LoVe Ya All~

*-= ScArS - pApA rOaCh =-*

Inikah dinamakan sayang jika menyimpan rindu padanya
Inikah dinamakan rindu jika tak melihatnya rasa gelisah
Inikah dikatakan setia jika hatiku dikunci untuk si Dia saja buka
Inikah dikatakan cinta jika ku sanggup berkorbankan nyawa

Hello guys.. As'kum.. Wah few days haven blog in and so many things has happen. This few weeks had been very tough for me. Came late to school almost everyday. Ms Ng da sound tat I had been coming late. Cannot blame me ar. No matter how hard I tried to wake up early, the bus is sure a spoiler. Heavy traffic man... Anw, I'v been craving for Gelato ice cream tat I ate with Liza at Bugis. Fererro Rocher and Hazelnut flavor again! Heaven...Haha.. Hmm. Been thinking alot also. Wondering too why Fir's blog cannot excess??? Oh yah. I got my result for AFD CA2 paper and I almost got a full marks if I hadn't freaking put the wrong answer. Had to deduct 1/2 marks! Sway! But ok larh.. Better than nothing. Confirm pass lar AFD at the end of the semester. Haha. BFD Im not very sure. Not been studying. OFA we started doing Microsoft Access. Terkial-kial sak!! Yesterday spent 2 1/2 hours straight in front of the computer doing Access! Myopia! No! Haha.. Whats worse was internet access was locked by Ms Choo. So hungry yesterday. Haha... Anw, Ramadan is drawing near and I haven payed my debt! Have to pay back for the days you miss fasting you noe. Hmm. So excited! Get to break fast together as a family and pray. I hope my mens wont come in any of the days. Start Ramadan is 4th Oct and DONT FORGET my birthday is on 17th Oct. So many October babies like Wan (8th Oct), Taj (12th Oct), My Sis (12th Oct), Irah (12th Oct), Sabri (14th), followed by me (17th Oct), Husna (20th Oct), Nora (20th Oct), Jun (23rd Oct) and last but not least my Sis boyfren Hanif (30th Oct) .. Phew... So many people.. Haha.. Fun rite.. *smile*

Well thats all for today. Remember the dates ok! Haha.. My say for today is Dreams come once in awile but reality comes all the time..

~Take Care Peeps~

*-= Ku KaTaKaN dGn InDaH - pEtEr PaN =-*

Hello Peeps... As'kum... Jawab tau,tak jawab dosa.... *wakaka* Me again to update mua bloggie. Hmm. Alot have happen. On saturday pk nak tgk Taj perform pat suntec tp kene balik last min. Have to send my sis home cuz she's schling the next day. Terpaksa lah antar dia balik. Anw, b4 tat I went for Singing CCA audition. Surprisingly I was selected. Quite excited but tinking abt the journey to ITE Clementi very far liaow! Modern dance I long time haven go. Missed dancing. Then on sunday met my galfren after she finished work. Went to National Lib. Favorite siah...Haha. B4 tat I told Liza I was having an appetite for ice cream and we happen to pass y Gelato at Bugis Village. We bought a scoop of Fererro Rocher and a scoop of Hazelnut flazor. I tell you it was Heaven man! A good combination ice cream! Definitely gonna buy it again.. Kiter klu lpas g lib mesti jln2 pat town. Haha. Helped her carry her luggage. Like running away frm home! Haha. Head for Tampines, talk2 and send her home. Helped her carry a 10 ton book! Haha. Hmm. These few days feeling very down and having migrane here and there. Been thinking alot lately. Abt every minor thing. Fasting is fast appraching.. Gtg!

When A Girl Falls In Love

Love
Gave her hope
Made her wait
Making her true to one

Love
Made her to sacrifice
Ignoring the other guys
Just to be with him only

Love
Brought her to him
Never letting him outta sight
Wish everynight "we belonged together"

Love
Breaks her in the end
Fell in love with another (girl)
Was a waste of her time for the wait and sincere

Love
Made her die silently
Asking so many questions why
Thinking this life has no meaning anymore

Love
Causes destruction
Hits hard, falls apart, breaks to pieces
Taking her life was the best idea

Love
Destroy the heart;
Mind;
Body and soul

Love
Don't come back again
She's moved on
Hate don't conquer her

Love
Made her a new hope
She will always believe
"Thers's someone out there for me"

Because Of You

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

~What My Heart Wants To Say~

*-= sWiNg sWiNg - AlL aMeRiCaN rEjEcTs=-*

HeY Guys.. As'kum (peace be upon you FYI)... I've been thinking alot these days. I don't know whether is it so important to think about all these things. What eh? Hmm.. About relationships, friendships and kinships... Basically everything larh. For me, its very difficult to b alone cause I really hate being alone and all by myself. I always want a companion beside me and I don't mind whoever is with me. It sucks being single...in some occasion larh...not all the time u noe... And its so great too being single coz I get to b there for everyone anytime. I need and I want to have someone I can call my own. But I feel right now is better for me to be one person. Hmm. My bestfriend is in the same boat as me. She likes someone that is impossible to get; like me. *sigh* I hate living in a dream especially if it lives in me for a few years. I want reality not fantasy. Dreams are just there to keep you going on believing in it. Life is unfair. Never was fair. Some girls flirt just to be around some guys. Well, thats not me! I don't play with the heart just to satisfy myself for my entertainment pleasure. I expect the same way guys will treat me. I'm not here for fun. Love is not for fun. Lust and sex is never for fun!
My family is always busy. Busy with keeping food on the table. I love my Mum. She means the whole world to me. I may be rebelllious to her in some occasions. I regret that. I miss having alot of fun as a family together. Sometimes its hard to ask her out coz she would be tired and resting after a hard days work and keeping the house in shape. I would always help out when I can. Cooking? *haha* Jgn haraplah. I hate cooking and it sucks anyway. My sister has someone. There's a prob here and there that my parents don't like. I tried my best to be there for here and advice her. She too means the world to me. Adik perempuan mah.
Friends are always there for me. But sometimes its so hard to get together. Mesti ada yang busy atau penat or there's other personal things to do. I feel so lost... At school I always would think abt my old friends. Really miss them alot! I always hang out at school early and go home late. Kadang2 just for fun and hang out jer. Going out with each one of them is difficult too. I'm so free that I can be there for anyone anytime! One stays way in the west, the other have her personal *ehem2* haha. Holidays are such a bore. Thats why u c me so free that I'm always asking anyone out and they can ask me out anytime. I need a life! Well I have a life. *haha* Sometimes wen my mood swings je then the emptiness will fill this shallow heart.

Today I wore my blue polo T. And the weird thing abt today is my classmates look at me 1 kind. haha. Its coz a put on a lil make up today. Klu ada free time je pki klu tak simple je, wear celak oni.I hate it if going to the cafe for our break. mesti makan tak abiz tau. Haiz, futhermore I have no idea wat else to eat. Hate eating heavily in the morning. Now I'm having my OFA lesson. Presentation. Boredz!

This is for my best guy fren,Fir: I wont message you for a period of time. Don't worry, I'll come back one day. I really need you to concentrate fully on your O levels. Don't dissapoint ur mum and urself. Don't let this one year go down the drain. I have confidence in you and high hopes for you. I'll always pray for your happiness and strength. Good luck kz. As for my birthday, don't bother. I'll have my fun. Lgpun, its my exam period too and bulan puasa. I'll talk to you again soon. Tkcr friend...

~TaKe cArE pEEpS~

*-= LaUgHiNg CoNeR =-*

1st Laughter...
Always take the time to smell the roses... and sooner or later you'll inhale a bee. If a motorist cuts you off, just turn the other cheek... nothing gets the message across like a good mooning. If genius is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration, I must be sharing elevators with a lot of bright people. It's always darkest just before dawn...so if you're going to steal the neighbors' newspaper, that's the time to do it. It takes fewer muscles to smile than to frown... and fewer still to ignore someone completely. Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked up into jet engines. I believe no problem is so large or so difficult that it can't be blamed on someone else. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. My father always said laughter is the best medicine, which I guess is why several of us ended up dying of tuberculosis. It takes a big man to cry. . But it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.

2nd Laughter...
Psychologists have discovered that the manner in which people eat Oreo cookies provides great insight into their personalities. Choose which method best describes your favorite method of eating Oreos:
1. The whole thing all at once.
2. One bite at a time
3. Slow and methodical nibbles examining the results of each bite afterwards.
4. In little feverish nibbles.
5. Dunked in some liquid (milk, coffee...).
6. Twisted apart, the inside, then the cookie.
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and toss the cookie.
8. Just the cookie, not the inside.
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them.
10. I don't have a favorite way because I don't like Oreos.

Your Personality:
1. The whole thing - this means you consume life with abandon, you are fun to be with, exciting, carefree with some hint of recklessness. You are totally irresponsible. No one should trust you with his or her children.
2. One bite at a time. You are lucky to be one of the 5.4 billion other people who eat their Oreos this very same way. Just like them, you lack imagination, but that's OK, not to worry, you're normal.
3. Slow and Methodical. You follow the rules. You're very tidy and orderly. You're very meticulous in every detail with every thing you do to the Point of being anal retentive and irritating to others. Stay out of the fast lane if you're only going to go the speed limit
4. Feverish Nibbles. Your boss likes you because you get your work done quickly. You always have a million things to do and never enough time to do them. Mental breakdowns run in your family. Valium and Ritalin would do you good.
5. Dunked. Every one likes you because you are always upbeat. You like to sugar coat unpleasant experiences and rationalize bad situations in to good ones. You are in total denial about the shambles you call a life. You have a propensity towards narcotic addiction.
6. Twisted apart, the inside, and then the cookie. You have a highly curious nature. You take pleasure in breaking things apart to find out how they work, though not always able to put them back together, so you destroy all the evidence of your activities. You deny your involvement when things go wrong. You are a compulsive liar and exhibit deviant, if not criminal, behavior.
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and then toss the cookie. You are good at business and take risk that pay off. You take what you want and throw the rest away. You are greedy, selfish, mean, and lack feelings for others. You should be ashamed of yourself. But that's OK, you don't care, you got yours.
8. Just the cookie, not the inside. You enjoy pain.
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them. Stay away from small furry animals and seek professional medical help- immediately.
10. I don't have a favorite way, I don't like Oreo cookies. You probably come from a rich family, and like to wear nice things, and go to up-scale restaurants. You are particular and fussy about the things you buy, own, and wear. Things have to be just right. You like to be pampered. You are a prima Donna. There's just no pleasing you.

~EnJoY!~

*-=IrIsH - gOo GoO dOlLs=-*

Heloo Peeps... As'kum.. As usual I'm at school right now. Exactly wher? At Multimedia Rm. *haha* Skipped BFD. It's gonna b a boring lesson anw and I didn't bring my book. Earlier on on AFD, some of the groups had their presentation. Boredz! Then I showed some of them the webbie to my Scary Stuff and they were so intrested it gathered up alot of noise. Ms Choo was irritated and she blocked our internet access. *W! (FYI its "watever")* Reached school ard 1.10pm. Went to school with Yazzid. Aleh2 nak g skola dgn aku. *haha* Kecian story dier. keke. Anw, today nothing much to do, jus continue to do our group's project. Wat luck! Previous diskette stuck in the PC until tomorrow then can retrive. Wa liao! We had to do everything again.

I'v known my friends for almost 4 months now. It's been an experince with them. Even tho we just knew each other but we're very open pple. Our personalities are not hidden from each other. Lemme review aite. *haha* Get ready guys for what I'm abt to say. Jgn kecil hati yer.

Huda: First impression she's a fierce person. She had that face wich says, "im arrogant", "im not intrested". *hahaha* I had to approach her. (I tell u e 1st day I was talking to practically every1!) After getting to know her, she's a music freak like me! Keke. Clever in Accountings. Very helpful coz she always help me in my AFD. She's the joker in our group. Loves to make jokes and make us laugh with her non stop sarcasm. *hehe* Straightforward and very optimistic. She's the youngest in our group tho. *hehe* It's not a bad thing Huda ;)

Eera: *haha* Wanita ni! Lg first impression kene Minah seh. No offence sis. But I didnt tot of that when I approached her. Very friendly. I tot she was the wild sort but nope. That's y I always keep in mind not to judge a book by its cover. Dier ni suka minum air milo and choco smarties. Klu g co-op, those are the must items. *haha* Badan dier org boleh katakan mampat ar. *haha* To me, its normal jer. Klu g cafe mkn mesti bli nasi mcm ne tak mampat. *haha* She's the crazy sort ar. Loves to laugh and i can learn alot abt her lah abt stuffs that I don't know. kwang3!

Alvin: He's the only chinese guy in our group. Very talkative. Alot to say about everything! *haha* Even tho there's a race diff, that's no barrier lah. Yes! Very emotional ar at times. Cannot listen to sentimental songs ar later his face will show everything! He's a good friend. Will b there for a friend. (Don 't emo la Alvin. Ther's always a fish for everyone. Its the patience of the person that counts)

Jun: I got not alot to say about her coz she's always with the chinese girls group but can be considered close to us too (tebalik ehk?!). Her english very the speaking. *haha* She loves to repeat the first few words of her sentence. That's weird and funny :D This gerl also loves to laugh. Non stop pula tu.

To Huda, Eera, Alvin and Jun...U guys are te closest to me right now. Thanks for this friendship man! Lets survive this ITE life! Kwang3.

~PeAcE oUt..LoVe Ya..n TkCr!~

*-=MoSt gIrLs - PiNk=-*
Hey guys! Hmm...my close frens have been commenting on this blog. One says it has room for improvement the other says its terrific and should stay the way it is. To me...Its the best! The skin has alot of meaning to me. *haha* Anw, I wanna say something abt my previous entry. To those who were offended by it I'm very sorry. This is just my way of expressing my feelings. No hard feelings. Alrty..now in at Bedok CC..Chatting and updating my blog. Earlier on I went to Tampines grab something to eat and took neoprint with my SiS. I feel comfortable with her. She the best person to ask out with. *haha* Asked Fir but he had to study. Asked my best friends all gone where..haha.Wanted to do my homework but no mood ryt now! Hv to get home early. Haizz.. Last friday was e last episode of Smallville. I feel so lost without it! Damn! When is the 4th season gonna start?! Well, there's still my other favorite prog like OC, One Tree Hill, Lost, Trading Spouses and especially my 7pm and 9pm Chinese drama! Yohoo! =p Haiz...chatting2 jek...da time nak kene log out...haha. Ok lah. Until here my entry for today. Take Care peeps!

~LoVe Ya~

*-= Mr bRiGhTsIdE-tHe KiLlErS=-*

Yo..Wassup peeps! Let me review on what happen today. Well firstly in the morning I came late for school. Supposedly there was an OFA CA at 8.30. I came 10 mins late. N what the heck! I couldnt finish my last page wich contain 10 marks!! Haizz.... So sien! Alot of my classmates too did not finish. Wat a bummer! Aftr tat headed for AFD. Wah liao next got 3 test and 2 presentation. *SIGH* This week I had been unwell. Then got Shingles (post chix pox FYI). Yesterday suddenly had high fever, thats y I was late earlier. OFA was cancelled so we went 4 lunch. Saw that Bastard Muz a.k.a Zack. Finished lunch then stroll down Bazaar (wat nonsense) and saw that Bastard Muz again. U noe I saw who sitting on his freaking lap?! A freaking Minah! Hahah... Not to say I'm very bad lah, but it really disgust me and my frenz (Huda,Eera,Jun and Alvin) too! Fcuk care ar! After seeing tat pathetic couple, we went to Food Haven. The guys bought waffle and ice blended drinks. Huda was so selfish, she didn't let Eera touch her drink. When Eera got hold of the cream using her straw, Huda took it away using her fingers. *Haha* Anw, I had a quarrel with Hanim. I dun understnd whats wrong with her. It's just lame that she wanted to break off our friendship all these years. Im so upset that all this while my friendship was not appreciated by her. Waste of my time taking care of her feelings and advices. Just becoz of a freaking boyfren!? Pls lah. Friendship is much more than a relationship unless u'r married to him lah. *Hanim, if u tink that this is the best way then I have nothing to say and I have nothing to loose. This is not a humiliation for you or our friendship. Its just that I have to let out my feelings* *Sigh* My plan for today is (maybe) go out with my bestfriend Liza or just go home, rest, take my medicine and do lotsa(!!) homework. I cant post my blog at home cause I dun hv internet at home. Ahakz! Its ok~ My last say for today is for you guys to take care of urself. Remember that I'm only One Call Away! *Hehe* And also, Frienship is forever......

~Peace Out Peeps~

Hey'all... This is something new to me. Its the blog of my diary. *what the hell am i saying,haha* Anwz, aku baru nak jinak2 pakai ni benda so I hope you guys like it. Now I'm at school. Supposedly to do work but Ms Choo isn't here. Well, i'll post again. Haha. Slowly ar. Abot my life at school, it's been fun lately. With frenz like Huda, Eera and Alvin as my ''partners in crime''. *Haha* In in class QD in HNitec Acc. Wah liao, I tell you the first time I learn this new subject, I was kanchong like hell! Haha. Did my homework for almost 2 hours! Damn rite. But anwz, I had my first test and I scored full marks. Proud of course! =p

~Peace Out~